Anything For Love

Chapter 45

"YOU WHAT?!?"

"I didn't mean for it to happen it just...did"

"SHIT  LIKE THIS DOESN'T JUST HAPPEN TONI"

"Can you please just calm down so we can talk about this"

"*Exhales* ok...just tell me how this happened"

"Everything?"

"Everything"

"Well...it was after I left your place when we were fighting about moving in together"(Go to chapter 43)

*Flashback*

"Fine then I should go back to MY house all by MYSELF and be alone because that's how i'm going to end up anyway" I said getting up, gathering my things and walking out the door.

I rushed to my car and raced home holding back the flood of  tears I longed to unleash. My efforts were the dam and barrier that held back the sea of tears and sorrow filling my mind and body as time wore on. It hurt more the longer I tried to keep the tears from falling but I was determined not to cry while driving (based on what happened last time). As soon as I got home I let it all go. In that moment all of my memories of pain and sorrow surfaced again and I felt all of it like it happened today. After about  three days of moping around and going through my usual recovery process. I then got dragged out the house, as usual, by my sisters. We went from just getting drinks to going dancing at a club. As we were dancing on the V.I.P. dance floor a guy started rubbing and feeling on me. I was upset at first and it was pretty dark so I couldn't see who it was but since I came to let loose and have fun I just decided to keep dancing. I started twerking on him and as the smoky haze and strobe lights in the darkened club began to take over my mind and body I leaned into his chest and felt his breathe on my neck. As we started slow grinding to the song Love In The Club I felt the lyrics influence my actions as we began making out. He wrapped his hands around my waist and whispered the five words I so longed to hear..."Wanna go to my place"

We arrived to his place and since I was so drunk, that's the last thing I remember from that night.   The next morning I woke up in his bed alone and naked. I quickly grabbed my things and got dressed. I heard the shower running so I assumed he was in the shower, meaning it was the perfect time to leave. I quickly scrambled out of the front door and called an Uber to take me home. I was waiting outside for what seemed like forever. All I kept thinking was I hope he doesn't come outside and just my luck guess who opens the door. After seeing every other part of him I was kinda excited to see his face. "What you doing out here?" He asked as I slowly raised my eyes, examining every inch of his body and eventually getting to his face. "OH MY GOD..."

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Who did Toni see?

How will this story end?

Stay tuned for the next chapter to find out!!!