Anything For Love

Chapter 6

********Toni's POV********
Well I decided to meet kenny for lunch today to just hang out and talk and I want to tell him about Keri and I don't know how he'll take it. *Toni wore a black dress that showed all of her curves and put her hair in a ponytail (outfit in pic above) When she was done, she drove to the restaurant.

*Toni arrives to the resturant and goes to the private section where Kenny is*

Toni: Hey face

Kenny: Hey toni

*Kenny can barely contain himself when he sees Toni. She looked sooo good and that dress just... How can a person so small have all that cake?*

Toni: ummm kenny... What are you looking at?

Kenny: oh nothing... I just-

Waiter: Are you guys ready to order?

Kenny: YES

Toni: ummm sure I guess...I would like to have the chicken alfredo

Kenny: and the same for me

Toni: So how have you been? I seen you leave early from the meeting

Kenny: Oh... You seen that? No reason... Just tired that's all *tries not to look in Toni's eyes*

Toni: oh...tired huh * looks at him like really n***a*

Kenny: yea *still looking down*

Toni: Do you really think you can just lie to your bestfriend and not expect me to know??? I know you Kenny.

Kenny: *stays silent*

Toni: Why won't you just tell me? You've been acting weird lately.

Kenny: Because...*tries his best to refrain from blurting out that he loves her but instead says-* CAN WE JUST CHANGE THE FUCKING SUBJECT!

Toni: *looks around trying to figure out who tf he thinks he's talking to*

Kenny: I DON'T NEED SOME WOMAN TO BE MY GUIDANCE COUNSELOR

Toni: OH I'M "SOME WOMAN" NOW??? I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP

Kenny: YOU SEE THAT'S THE THING...I DON'T NEED HELP FROM A WOMAN WHO CAN'T EVEN HANDLE HER OWN LIFE OR SHOW UP TO A MEETING ON TIME

Toni: You know what, I don't have to sit here and take this *one tear rolls down her cheek*... Oh and FYI I was going to tell you about the,*now in full blown tears* the date that I'm going on tonight with the guy I met AT THE MEETING.You ASSHOLE!!!!

Toni gets up and storms off and just as she opens the door to leave...

Kenny: wait...ton-

Toni storms to her car and drives off.

*******Kenny's POV*******

As I drive home all I could think is What did I just do? I just hurt the girl of my dreams, the woman I want to one day marry, for no good reason.

*Kenny goes into his house and sits at the table contemplating his decisions and thinking about Toni*

And the fact that she's going on a date just... *punches the wall* *Kenny tries to calm himself , but nothing seems to be working so he heads into his private studio and starts recording, as he's about to step into the booth, he sees a picture of him and Toni and picks it up and takes it in the booth with him as he begins to sing his heart out*

I need your forgiveness
And your mercy too
I must be all kinda crazy
For what I've done to you
I hope you understand
That my heart is true
Mistakes, I've made em
But I'm making a change for you

Have I learned, is your question
And my answer "I have"
But if you're expecting perfection
Then we're not gonna last
This is not an excuse
I'm just telling the truth
Baby, I'm so sorry
For hurting you

Oh, I'm ashamed of me
Wish I never done you wrong
Every night of us I dream
That I wake up in your arms

I know why you left me
But since you've been gone
My understanding
Has more than grown
I've come to this conclusion
Over and over again
I don't want an enemy
I just want back my friend

Oh, I'm ashamed of me
I wish I never done you wrong
Every night of us I dream
That I wake up in your arms
*Kenny glances at the picture and keeps singing with even more feeling*

Wish I could say sorry
Oh will you come back home
Hey, baby, yeah
I wish diamonds can do it
So I wouldn't have to be alone
Yeah, hey
If I knew then what I know now
Everything would be
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm so ashamed, ashamed of me
Said I wish I never done you wrong
Every night of us I dream
That I wake up in your arms

I'm ashamed of me, yeah
Baby, I'm ashamed
I'm so sorry, babe
I'm so sorry

*Kenny slowly steps out the booth with tears coming out of his eyes, he was truly hurt.*

*He tries to keep his mind off of Toni but all he could think of was some other man making her laugh, kissing her, holding her hand,cuddling with her at night, and even making love to her*throws vase on the ground and starts punching the walls repeatedly* He eventually decides to take a shower and head to bed... Before he does any more damage, physically and mentally.*

*********Toni's POV**********

When Toni arrived home,she tryed to fight back her tears, but then thinks about her fight with Kenny. As toni thinks about every word said and every expression made by Kenny, she thinks about the face he made when she told him about her date.

The saddest facial expression I've ever seen was when I told Kenny about my date with Keri. I wonder why that detail triggered some sort of feeling? Was it love? Jealousy? Envy? Or hatered? I don't know... But I do know I don't want to ever see his face again.

*Toni calls Keri and cancels the date and texts all of her sisters and tells them she would not be involved in the chat today*

*Toni walks into her room and sees the picture of her and Kenny sitting on her nightstand and starts crying uncontrollably*

*She puts on How Could An Angel Break My Heart and takes a long, hot shower.*

~I wish I didn't wish so hard, maybe I wished our love apart.~

Toni begins to sing along to the depressing music with all the emotion and feeling she had and starts to sob and weep as a song by babyface comes on. Toni thinks about how her and Kenny used to be and how it changed now. As Toni puts her clothes on and lays down, she looks at pictures of her and face over the years and one thing goes through her mind...*

And to think... I used to be in love with this man❤❤❤

*What do you guys think? PLEASE comment and vote. Song: Shame by Tyrese*