Here's a flaw in my character: It's fine that I return to the Dark Side after Lupin's injury [in my fantasy world, he didn't die.] after more than a decade, but what I don't understand about myself is: what sort of foul creature am I to return to the side in which the leader - The Dark Lord - killed my adoptive father?!
I know I pride myself on being dark and evil, but even I find myself disgusting when I remind myself that I still returned to the people who killed the person I love - notice how I said, 'love' instead of 'loved'. No past tense. He is still the person that I love most, despite him being dead - and didn't even feel an ounce of guiltiness?! It's despicable of me to do what I did!
If you ever want to inflict the most immense emotional pain I could ever feel, on me, then just remind me of Snape's death.
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My Secrets & Randomness III
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