My Secrets & Randomness III

Rant

Okay, so I've been crying for the past 20 minutes due to Snape. I think I've got an explanation for why I return to the Dark Side though. It's because I don't truly blame Voldemort. I blame the Marauders, which sounds like rubbish because my father and husband are part of it.

But they're all stupid. They're the arrogant, popular ones who always got everything they wanted. But what did they end up being? One betrayed his friends the moment he could and even when his friends caught him, he felt no guiltiness, escaped, and continued being a traitor [Wormtail]. One was the meanest person on Earth, and must have been so untrustworthy to the point where the people of the Wizarding World didn't believe him when he told them he wasn't to blame for his closest friends' death - he really must have been a stupid guy. One is a pathetic werewolf, who just trails after the main two. The last is an idiot, who, for some reason, the Wizarding World love!

I don't get it! How does James Potter have a legacy? I FUCKING HATE HARRY'S TAKE ON HIS FATHER. JK Rowling makes Harry seem blind when he describes his father. It's as if Harry can only see the good traits of his father - which was few - and is ignorant of the disgusting traits - which, by far, overweighed the good. It pisses me off - she's called him arrogant, she's made him a bully, and yet she makes everyone love him.

This is why I'm evil: it's not because I love the feeling of being dark, and doing bad stuff - it's because I believe that the evil are just the misunderstood good people.

Whereas the ones who are actually thought as "good" are the ones who pretend.

James Potter was the second worst person in the world - he's even behind Voldemort. The first was Sirius.

What I hate though is the misconception that James is good. When they used to think of Snape - before the world was told what his intentions were really were - they thought shit about him. But when they thought of James, they thought, "The amazing father of Harry Potter, who stood up for what he believed in".

They forgot what a bastard he really was.

But Lily is more of a bitch. "Oh, I see that there's a bully who I've known for a short time, and I also see a friend who's been close to me for ages, and is the victim. I know that the bully started the feud, and that the victim is not to blame, but I'm gonna marry the bully!"

Why do people love Lily? She's stupid. As The Dark Lord said, she's foolish. She deserved dying. Everyone thinks she's amazing for the counter-charm, and that she's such a good person, but anyone would do that for their child - it doesn't mean they're a nice person.

Snape was right to call Lily a mudblood.

Snape just has to be a good person! Why can't he be bad? Then I wouldn't feel so devastated over his death every time I was reminded of it! Instead, I would have felt resentment towards him, and would have been glad when he died. But he just has to be so awesome. How did he fall in love with a stupid girl such as Lily?

It's fine though. He gets his revenge on Harry anyways by having a child with Lily, that Harry himself ends up raising [Albus].