My Secrets & Randomness III

Bish Fish

I owe the happiness I've been feeling yesterday and today to Sierra_R_Longbottom

Ever since we talked yesterday during English about the summer time, I've started feeling a bit more joy.

It reminded me of the way I felt before July 14th last year. Obviously, I still had depression then but it wasn't as severe. I actually used to enjoy doing stuff back then, despite feeling somewhat like a ghost.

Can I just say how different my life would be without the bish fish? It's really unbelievable how one person can make such a change in your life. Squid Skwad or Harry Potter Recreation Gang wouldn't have existed without her.

Which brings me onto another subject. So uh, Sierra's closest friend in the class used to be.. Well, let's call that girl Tuna. Sierra and Tuna were really good friends, and despite Sierra being my best friend now, I still think about their friendship because it used to seem so perfect.

So Tuna got less close to Sierra and got more closer to this girl in our class - let's call that girl Alison. [Everyone's probably thinking that I'm going to have a rant but I'm not. I'm really not going to hate on anyone here, I just wanted to examine the situation.]

And so now Sierra is my best friend, and Alison and Tuna are best friends too.

I don't know whether I believe that Tuna should have gone with Sierra. I'm just saying that Sierra was the one who understood and emphasised with Tuna more because of the problems they both shared, whereas Alison is the one that made her laugh and forget about those problems for a few minutes.

Idk why I'm writing about this because there's no point, but it just shows me how one choice can make a huge difference.