Never Let Go

Selfish: Chapter 35

Zack P.O.V
Its been a few weeks since I went to turn in my little brother Alexis and I won't lie I'm still torn. It's just not the same no more and a part of me will always feel responsible. I let the streets take him from me and now he serving a year for some shit he had no business doing. It's like I'm just going through the motions now; school, tattoo shop, and chill at home. Asha hasn't spoken to me since we broke up but after she found out how much time Alexis got she been hitting me up but at this point I'm done with her. For good this time. My mom is just depressed as she can be, I mean wouldn't you be too. Ya husband and son in jail and that shit is fucked up. I just keep my feelings to myself and hope and pray my family get through this by the grace of God.

A knock on my door made me look. "Wassup ma?"

"I'm going to work. Are you staying here?"

"Yeah I'm chilling today. I'll see you when you get off."

She smiled a bit. "Okay. Te amo."

"Te amo mamá."

I got up to make sure she got to her car safely before locking up and heading back upstairs to my room. Before I fully walked in my room I decided to bug with Shay for a bit. She been having a attitude with me since I beat her so called nigga ass. Sometimes I still wonder how we twins.

"Yes baby that will never happen again. Just call me back. I miss you." Rolling my eyes I leaned up against her door frame listening to the end of the message she sent to that low life. I will never understand why she she going so hard for a jawn that put his hands on her.

"Fuck is you doing?" She looked up and mugged me.

"Listening to you. You know you low key retarded right?" I asked chuckling.

"Who asked you? Get ya ugly ass from out my room perra." She flicked me off while trying her best to ignore me. Don't forget the Spanish insult she tried to slide in there at the end.

"If you wasn't my sister I would slap the shit outta you B. Like I don't even know who you are right now. Are you that desperate for dick to be begging niggas."

"Get the fuck out Zack, damn." Throwing a pillow at me she gets up to try to slam the door in my face.

Putting my foot in the door she abruptly stops knowing better then to slam that shit on my foot. "Go ahead and imma slam yo ass." I locked eyes with her daring her to do so.

"What Zack? Why you bothering me for? Go to the shop or something." I laughed because I knew I was making her mad. That's what she get for being so damn dumb.

"I'm good yo. Get out my face." I nudged her head making her stumble backwards.

She raced towards me and slapped me making my face sting like hell. Grabbing both her wrist I lifted her and tossed her back on her bed before holding the side of my face.

"Yo are you serious? Slapping me really?" I touch my face again not believing she really just slapped me.

"That's what you get hoe, now get out my room before I call mommy."

"Before I call mommy." I say mocking her voice. "You a child yo." I glared at her side ways.

"And you a dick rider."

I laughed. "Naw that's all you sis."

I reached down to grab my phone from out my pocket then answered the unknown number.

"Yo?"

"You still answer the phone like that, that's mad professional." A familiar sarcastic voice said making me smile.