Never Let Go

Ready: Chapter 39

Ian P.O.V.

"You ready?"

My heart was beating out my chest and on some real shit I was dead nervous. I ain't took somebody v card and so long but this was different. This wasn't some random female or a ex, this was my baby. I wanted to make this special for her and I hope and pray she doesn't regret this in the morning.

"You okay?" She asks touching my face.

"Yeah."

I bent down to capture her lips again this time slowing it down and making it passionate. I wanted to make sure she was good and ready. I continued to rub myself against her soft wet flesh until she was squirming with need. Lifting up a bit as I positioned myself against her entrance and pushed in only a little.

She hissed in pain and I quickly stopped. "Wait" she held both her hands up on both sides of my chest so I wouldn't move.

"It's gone hurt at first."

She rolled her eyes. "No shit." Running her hands through her hair she sighed. "Look, Ian I'm serious. When I tell you to stop you better stop, I'm not playing."

I chucked. "I got you, mean ass. Now let me do my job."

"Boy, shut up." She mushed my head but I quiet her down real fast when I pushed in a bit further making her whine in pain. "Stop playingggg."

"Stop talking shit." I mumbled as I eased my self down to kiss her now pouted lips. "Look me in my eyes." Surprisingly she listened. "Just focus on me okay. Block out any pain you feel and just keep ya eyes on me. If you gotta grab the sheets, scratch me, do whatever just keep ya focus on me Ma, okay?"

She nodded nervously and placed her hands on my upper arms. "I'm ready."

We locked eyes and I began to push further into her, as I watched her eyes flutter but never break contact with mine. I knew I had to control myself but this feeling was LITERALLY the best feeling of my life. I pushed further as I watched Zania's mouth form a small o shape as she got use to me feeling her up. I kept going until her eyes unintentionally closed as tears slid out her eyes. Her hands held my midsection in attempt for me to stop moving and I did. I lowered my head into the side of her neck, as I kissed and sucked on her neck. Once she moved her hands from my midsection I quickly shifted my hips and buried the rest of me inside of her as she let out a half scream half whine into my shoulder.

"I hate you so much." Her words muffled into my shoulder as her finger nails dug into my sides.

"No you don't." I kissed all over her face making sure all her tears were gone before pulling out.

Reaching over to my nightstand I pulled out the box of condoms I kept in my top drawer, courtesy of my pops, and I placed a few on the nightstand before ripping one open. I rolled one on me and when I looked up I noticed that Zania was watching me the whole time.

"I'm glad you smart." She teased making me laugh. I grabbed both her hands and intertwined them with mine as I pulled them above her head and slammed back into her.

"Ahhhh..shit!"  She wrapped her legs around me and I started to stroke her long, deep and hard. I knew she was comfortable when her hips began to match my thrusts and that's when I knew I had her.

"Faster..please." She moaned and I eagerly started my assault.

I pounded into her relentlessly and ignored how painful her nails scratched my back or how loud we had become. I'm sure my back gone look like a damn cat attacked my ass when I check in the morning. The headboard was banging harshly against the wall and I prayed we wouldn't wake Marli or worse, break my damn headboard.