"Because....I'm kind of.. in a relationship"
"What?" I felt like I gut punched in the gut as the words came out of her mouth. How could she move on so fast?
"I'm sorry. It's not even a real relationship. We've been on a couple of dates that's it"
"Please leave"
"I'm sorry"
I took a deep breath in "you know what? I'm sorry too" I felt all of the anger and sadness just come out "I'm sorry I love you. I'm sorry I wasted so much time trying to win you over. I'm sorry I spent the last three weeks balling my fucking eyes out just so you could get with someone else. I'm sorry I spent so much fucking time wondering if you see me in the same way I see you" a tear rolled down my cheek "I'm sorry I wasn't good enough"
"Don't say that. You were enough"
"Then why'd you leave me?"
"You already know why"
"That's not an excuse Skylar. You can't just come into someone's life, make them feel special, then leave. You broke me. The minute you said this words that day, it felt like my heart had been physically ripped out of my chest. Before I realized I loved you, I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason"
"I'm sorry"
"Please......just go"
She didn't say a word then walked out the door.
I was hurt, but I didn't want her to leave. I have the right to be hurt but I don't have the right to be angry. I can't just expect her to be stuck on me. She just handling it better than me. I don't want her to leave. I just want to see her. I want to hold her. I broke out of my thoughts when I heard her car start.
I ran out of my room and out of the house. Her car was started but she wasn't leaving. She stared at her phone as she sent a text message then she locked her phone and put her head on the steering wheel. I opened the door and she looked up at me.
"Don't leave"
"What?"
"I never really wanted you to go"
"Then why'd you tell me to leave?"
"I was hurt"
"You can't stay hung up on me forever Tanner"
"I know....I'm just not ready to let go yet"
She sighed
"Please stay"
"Ok"
She took the keys out of the ignition and we went back inside.
"Hey, we're gonna go" jake said as we walked in the door. His eyes followed Skylar as she went into my room. I heard the door close and the boys looked at me "don't feel sad when she leaves. We want our happy, joyful best friend back"
I just nodded my head. They're right and I can't quit YouTube. I love my fans and I can't do this to them. I'm hurting but that doesn't mean they should suffer because of a few people. I can't give up YouTube, it's my passion.
I walked into my room and sat on my bed.
"I'm not quitting YouTube"
"You're not?"
"No"
"Oh thank god. What made you change your mind?"
"I love YouTube and I can't quit on my fans"
"That's good. Are you gonna take the video down?"
"Yeah" I looked down. I lost one thing I love and I'm not losing another
"I'll be back"
"Where are you going?"
"Bathroom"
She left the room and I heard the bathroom door close. Just as it closed, Skylar's phone went off. It was a text message from some guy named Eric. I know snooping is wrong but I saw something that had my name in it and I'm pretty sure it's the guy she's been dating. I scrolled up to the top of the messages from today
(Eric) (Skylar)
Hey, I was wondering
if you wanted to go to
the movies with me
tonight?
Sorry, I can't
Why not?
I'm sorry but I
still love him.
Oh
I just need to
figure things out,
I still don't
know what I'm
gonna do
Well, I guess let
me know when you
figure things out
I heard the door open and she came back in my room
"What are you doing with my phone?"
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Falling Hard//Tanner Fox{EDITING}
FanfictionSixteen year old, Skylar Andrews has spent her whole life in San Diego with her family and her best friends tanner and Nick. They were so close but one day tanner stopped hanging around them. He became popular and shut them out almost like they don'...
