I snatched my phone from the table and pressed it to my ear, "Hello?" I asked as soon as he picked up.
"Raiyne?" He asked groggily and I checked the clock.
"Sorry for the time, but you need to come to my house, now." I growled.
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I swung the door open and yanked Nathan inside, slamming him into the wall.
"What the fuck were you doing?" I asked as his eyes raked my body.
"Trying to get your mind off of everything." He smiled. "Nice pj's."
I glanced down, suddenly aware of my boy shorts and tank top.
"I really wanna kill you right now." I growled.
"Mhm." He smirked.
I grabbed the front of his shirt, "But I wanna rip your fucking clothes off at the same time."
That's all the encouragement Nate needed because in seconds he had his lips pressed to mine, intoxicating my senses as his hands ripped my shirt from my body and his hips pinned me to the wall. I yanked his shirt over his head and ran my hands up his chest, tangling them in his hair as he lifted me. Nathan's mouth moved along my neck and across my chest, his tongue tracing the underwire of my bra.
"Oh my god." I groaned as his hands pulled away my boyshorts and his thumb ran over me. "Nathan."
A devilish smirk slipped across his mouth as I slipped his pajamas down his legs and left small bites along his collarbone, my hand going lower until he gasped.
"Dammit Raiyne."
I smirked against his skin until his finger tilted my chin up, his flashing blue eyes scanning my face before his lips smashed back into mine. Our tongues fought for dominance as he laid me on the couch and hovered over me for a moment. His hand slipped up my side and cupped a breast as he lowered himself, I pulled on his lower lip and gasped as the knot in my stomach tightened.
"Fuck." I moaned as his teeth pulled at the soft skin at the crook of my collarbone.
"Baby." He whispered in my ear, his voice raspy as my nails slid down his back and our mouths reconnected.
I gasped and his hands pulled my hair, tipping my head back as I pulled on his lower lip, the knot in my stomach releasing as I gasped, my thumb skimming along his jaw and then pressing his face closer to mine as he groaned into my mouth.
"Nathan." I whispered, his blue eyes snapping with electricity.
"Dammit baby." He smirked, his lips brushing mine again. "We shouldn't have." He then panicked.
"No, sh." I whispered, pressing my lips softly to his again. "It, fuck Nathan."
His hands were soft as they drew patterns across my skin.
"We can't tell him." Nathan whispered.
"Our little secret." I whispered, pressing my lips to his collarbone.
"I want you so badly Raiyne."
"Well you have me right now." I replied.
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So wrong, I can't believe I did that. You're a horrible person Raiyne!
My thoughts screamed at me as I walked into the Avalanche dressing room, avoiding everyone's gaze.
"Morning beautiful." Matt smiled, and I jumped.
"What?" I asked, dropping my phone.
"Hey." Nathan nodded as he strode into the room.
"Eh." I replied shortly, bending for my phone as an arm wrapped my waist. "Oh god!" I exclaimed jumping sideways and tumbling to the ground, Gabe's concerned face looking down on me.
"You good?"
"Just a little tense." I squeaked. "I uh, not gonna practise, I need to go and buy a new stick."
"Awesome, I'll come with you." Gabe smiled.
I raised a brow and nodded, "Yeah, ok."
"Good, it was more of a statement." He smirked.
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I laced my fingers through Gabe's as we walked to Dick's Sporting goods and he pulled away for a second.
"Sorry." I mumbled.
"No, I like it." He whispered, reconnecting our hands as he pulled me into his side.
"I've missed you." I whispered.
"I've always been here." He replied.
"No, Gabe. I've missed this, being able to hold your hand and touch you. I'm sorry, I'm trying." I confessed, standing infront of him, making him look at me.
"It's ok, I know you're taking this really hard. Baby I love you ok, don't worry. You're mine." Gabe smiled.
I nodded, his lips pressing softly to my forehead as he pulled me by the belt loops to his body. This was right, this is where I was supposed to be. What I did with Nathan was wrong, so wrong, but it felt so right.
"You ok?" Gabe asked, tilting my face up.
"Just some thinking." I replied softly.
"Let's go find you that stick." Gabe smiled, brushing his thumb across my palm.
I shook my head and followed, this was right.
I swear it was.
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