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We're Made Of Glass,We'd Never Last

"Y/n why would you do this to yourself!?!" Jon asks as he sees the cuts on my arms. Some blades secretly scattered in different spots.

I look down,not wanting to face him. "Y/n why?!" He asks. "Because you wouldn't understand Jon!" I yell as tears form.

"What do you mean?! I love you for you! You have to tell me everything so I could help you!" Jon answers back.

"Jon it's not that I don't believe you...I just feel depressed." I reply quietly. "Y/n...this is what I fucking signed up for when I became your boyfriend. I'm NOT giving up on you." He says.

"Where are they...where are the fucking blades?" He asks. I remain silent. "Goddamnit Y/n! Where are they!" He yells.

I remain silent again. He grabs me by my shoulders and looks me in the eyes. "Where the fuck are they? I'm trying to help you!" He says.

He crashes his lips on mine as I just stayed there. He pulled away. "Where are they?!" He says. He begins to tear apart our room,in search of the blades.

He succeeded in finding some but not all of them. "Is this all of them?" He asks as 3 blades lay in his hand. I stay quiet.

"Y/n I'm not giving up on you. I won't ever give up on you." He says.

"Jon...you don't get it...after these years I do these things because I still believe I mean nothing...I feel depressed and worthless and overall just dead." I say.

"You aren't worthless. If you were I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be by your side!" He replies.

"Why do you care about me so much?! You literally could have picked someone better and someone who wasn't depressed so you could have a better life with them instead of me!" I yell.

"Y/N I LOVE YOU DONT YOU SEE THAT?!?" He yells. "Jon we're complete opposites and you still choose me over some girl you would have a better life with?!"

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!! YOU MAKE MY HEART BEAT DIFFERENTLY THEN FROM OTHER GIRL!" He yells.

He pulls me into a bone crushing hug as he sobs on my shoulder. "I love you...it hurts me knowing you do this to yourself!"

He pulls away as I look into his tear stained eyes. "Please...it truly hurts that you do this...please stop!" He yells.

I cry and shake violently as he pulls me into another hug. "Jon...please l-listen..." I say. "Jon...we should break up...please..." I say.

He pulls back. "W-What?" He says. "Jon...Im breaking up with you." I say,looking away from him. "W-What? B-But...I love you." He says.

"I do too but I need to think please Jon...please.." I say as I look up to him...
Hours Later~
Here I was...sitting on a park bench...all alone at night...how did things escalate to this point...how?

I really do love him but how could I just leave him?! I was so selfish and thought only about myself! I left as he cried...and now what is he doing?

I sigh as I look at the night...it was silent...my heart hurt so much that I actually couldn't believe what happened between us...

Jon P.O.V. Days Later
I say down and began to scroll through my phone. The news was playing on the Tv as I wasn't that interested...until something caught my attention..

"In other news,a young woman by the name of Y/n L/n was found dead yesterday night at a park. She died from hypothermia as the weather had kicked in,sending a very cold current. Reason as to why she stayed there? No reports have come in yet but she was found with self inflicted wounds and a photo in her pocket. A photo of her significant other,Jonathan Denis."

Things flashes as I was at her funeral...I loved her...how could this happen?...