Ive Always Cared

Chapter 8

"A weak girl cries every time she's sad. A strong girl cries not just over the one thing that made her eyes start, but over everything that she's kept in for a while..."

-Being.Strong

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CHAPTER 8

Confined to my room with a locked door from the outside and still no sign of Damen.

"THAT BASTARD!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. Fire. Pure fire. I didn't understand it. I was pregnant I couldn't go into hear whilst I was already pregnant.

When this was done I needed to ask the doctor. "Ugh," I groaned as I tore off yet another layer of clothing. I went from fully dressed, to tank top, to bra, to shorts, to panties.

As of right now I'm laying in the shower with the freezing cold water running. You would think I'd freeze, but nope it's the only thing keeping me in the right mind.

"Where are you?" I complained out loud.

My body was starting to get use to the cold water and was starting to not work. So I cut the water off and immediately stood in front of the fan I had placed in my room.

So that way my bare body was freezing all over again. This would work until the water dried up and I was back to square one all over again.

Although my body was freezing I felt the heat setting back in and yet another layer of sweat began to cover my body.

"Come ooooon," I said whined as the heat was starting to get worse now that I had no way of dealing with it. Standing there in front of the fan wasn't working so I laid on my bed again loving the feel of my cold hair on my back and the cold sheets embracing my bare body.

I heard some footsteps coming from downstairs and prayed it was Damen. My body was itching again and by the time I heard his voice I was crying and whimpering as my body set back on fire.

"Willow?" I heard Damens voice and I was pissed. "One fucking hour," I said. The pain and anger shined through my tone. "I know baby I'm sorry-" he began but I was up and ready to get the heat over with.

I smashed my lips on to his and relished in the cooling sensation only his touch brought to my burning skin. I moaned into the kiss and he immediately took over dominance.

No sooner did we start kissing passionately did he lay my bare back into our bed.

Goddess I hated heat's!

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We laid there in bed not either of us moving. Until I decided I wanted to get pissy all over again. I swear between my heat and these pregnancy hormones I was going crazy.

In the time that Damens been here with me I have slapped his face, cried on his shoulder, yelled in his ears, threw the nearest object at him and then just laid in his embrace.

"I'm going fucking insane," I voices my thoughts out loud to him in a monotone voice.

His deep laughter filled my ears and I didn't bother to turn and look at him to know he was giving me a crazy look.

"So when we do check you into the mad house do you want a pink or black straight jacket?" he asked and I snarled at his smart-ass remark.

He's been making fun of me all day, well for the last hour and a half he has. "Can I have a black one. I fear the white will get dirty to quickly," I said and he chuckled.