Broken (ZonniquexBahja) *Editing*

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Bahja~

"You've got to be fucking kidding me Bahja." Lourdes ran a hand through her hair. "I knew I shouldn't have let you go."

"I didn't know I'd take it this far. I only had a couple drinks and now I'm looking at a unknown girl in my bed."

"Don't you think Zonnique is gonna flip if she finds out about this? She's gonna go crazy if she even knows you had a drink."

"Okay for the last fucking time Lo... I don't care. Zonnique and I don't date, we never will. She doesn't control me and never will. I do what I want... Besides she ain't nothing but another broke girl trying to come up on me." I shrugged.

Lourdes turned her head towards me and looked at me shockingly, "don't tell me you're back on this..."

"Back on what?"

"This whole thinking you're better than everyone thing. You were doing fine... What happened?"

"I gained feelings for the wrong person... I changed for the wrong person because she doesn't give a fuck about me. She doesn't want me and she doesn't care..."

"You sound dumb. Zonnique doesn't care Bahja? Really? This is the girl that got you a #1 album in over 80 countries. She's gained your fans trust back for you, you've given back to the community, you're being way nicer to everyone. She's done nothing but help you and you're telling me she doesn't give a fuck?"

I shrugged, "I tried Lo... I can't chase anyone, I won't chase anyone. It's not in me."

I went over to the girl in my bed and shook her awake. She groaned and stirred around before waking up. She looked up at me and smiled.

"Goodmorning."

"It's 1 in the afternoon Shawty, you gotta bounce." I threw her clothes at her.

"W-what?" She looked at me confused.

"You gotta bounce. I don't know what you thought this was. We ain't got nothing going on. You was a quick fuck. Get to stepping."

She has tears in her eyes and I started to feel bad. Zonnique taught me how to feel for others, and I hate it.

"A-re y--you s-serious?" Her voice was cracking.

"I'm Deadass Shawty," I laughed, "get up out my bed. I called you an Uber and all."

She got up out my bed and put her things on, grabbing the rest of her belongings. "I hope you have a nice life."

"Yeah you too Shawty." I sat down in my computer chair.

Lourdes shook her head at me, "I guess you really are going back to your old ways... Come on," she gestured to the girl, "I'll walk you out."

They walked out of my room and I sighed. Being this way is the only way people take me serious. It's not so easy... Especially the backlash.

I decided to hop on twitter and tweet something. I haven't been on social media much because Zonnique kept me occupied.

@Bahjarodriguez: Shawty was sumn nice😌, but I definitely had to let her ass go😭.

Instantly I got hella replies.

@BahjasAngel: @BahjaRodriguez please don't tell me you and Zo broke up☹️.

@SlayBae: @BahjaRodriguez MOM

@Baelani: @BahjaRodriguez I hope this not about Z👀

@BahjaLove: @BahjaRodriguez L!