Short poetry and passages

You

I suffocate
I can't breathe
My eyes dart to your presence
Our eyes lock for a second
The moment now a lost memory
My heart flutters at your thought
I smile
Why?

First thought in the morning
Last thought at night
And simply ever single thought in between
And I hope I cross your mind for a bare second.
Why?

Wicked hope,
It pushes me through
Every day spent with expectations
I built them tall
But that bad is the disheartened fall
Why?

I love sleep
Those few moments,real or unreal, I can have with you.
The way I want it.
Why?
.
I realise,
You are the peace I was searching all along
You are the happiness I craved
You are the tranquil I seek
You are the hope I hold on to
You are the reason I live