(A/n I know, I know another fucking time jump but man I had already written and I guess rushed what I wanted this story to be. So I took like a week to think about it and here we are. )
Bones pov one year later
"Bones I don't know why we keep having this arguement. I don't want you around him "
Those words keep ringing in my head. A year ago shortly after we got back together ryan left. I love him. I love him so much it physically fucking pains me. He left after I flew Jamie here for my sister. We got in this huge arguement and suddenly he decided it was either my family or him. I picked him. I always would pick him when it came down to anything. The thing is is Jamie asked me for help on planning my sisters baby shower. So I did. Ryan didn't like that I was even near him, so we started fighting. One thing led to another and I told him atleast I wasn't the one who cheated. He got mad and left for a week and didn't call or text. When he came back we made up but we got into another fight. He said he didn't understand why we kept having the same fight. I told him I wouldn't go around jamie, but Jamie showed up at my house while ryan was there. So ryan left. A few weeks after he texted me saying he was sorry and that he missed me. He said that we could go get coffee sometime but that never happened. I haven't seen him besides at parties or shows. We don't speak to eachother. Chris said ryan has a new girlfriend. I'm glad. I just want him happy. I'm still inlove with him. I'll always be.
Enough about that though. There's this party tonight that I have with womb. They got back from there world tour today. I'm proud of my best friends. Tory says he has a surprise for me. He's been sending me really lame tshirts from around the world that he finds funny. Like this hard rock caf "eh" shirt from Canada.
I invited the motionless boys. All of the motionless boys for that matter. Even ryan. We're having the party at ethans house.
I forgot to also mention that tory lately has been being flirty with me and honestly I'm very flirty back. It feels nice. Tory and I have always had this genuine connection. He's very sweet and funny and kind to me.
I have get ready for the party so I did a full contour with a bright highlight, a really nice eyeliner wing, some falsies and a nude lip. I had my hair straight and down, and I wore this
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I grabbed my keys and phone and began to walk out the door. I got a text from ryan.
"See you later " it said. I rolled my eyes and put my phone in my purse.
I walked to my car, got in and began to drive to ethans. A few minutes later when iw as there I saw tory sitting out front on the porch so I walked up
"TORY!!!!!" I screamed
"BONES!!!" He exclaimed and picked me up and spun me around. He kissed me.
He kissed me. He fucking kissed me and I loved it. He kissed me and it felt nice. He kissed me and it made me forget about ryan for a second. Tory fucking mayhem kissed me.
I kissed him back and he put me down.
We hung out on the porch for a little and we would kiss every once in a while. While We were kissing once I heard a scoff. I didn't know who it was. Probably some party goer. Eventually we decided to go inside.
Almost immediately I saw ryan. He glared at me and looked mad. I really didn't know why. He left me. He can't really be mad at me for hanging out with other guys when he wants nothing to do with me.
Tory wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the top of my head. I smiled and put my head on his chest. He smelled so good.
I got out of my gaze when someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned around to see ricky.
"Hey rick" I said hugging him
"Hey bones.."he smiled but an uneasy smile.
I looked in his eyes and knew something was up. I turned to tory and kissed him before excusing myself and Rick to go talk outside.
when we got outside both ricky and I lit cigarettes and started talking.
"So what's up rick. What's wrong " I said while blowing smoke out of my nose and mouth.
He looked down and then up at the sky "you're with tory...."
"Not with him. We've been flirting and stuff. He has a crush on me and everything but we're not together " I laughed.
"Oh" he nodded slowly and looked down again
"Rick the prick " I said
"Yeah" he laughed
"Why does it matter if I was or not" I bit my lip.
"Because of ryan man. He loves you. " he said while putting his cigarette out.
"Doubtful. He left me dude. He could have stayed. Could have came back even. He never even tried " I choked out. "Besides Chris said he has a new girlfriend. So I mean if he moved on I guess it's okay for me to, too"
"He didn't move on. Nova isn't anywhere close to as cool as you. He loves you. He talks about you still all of the time. As if you two were still together " Ricky said laughing
"Well were not rick. He doesn't love me. Don't try to give me false hope. I gave up 4 months ago on waiting for him. Every day by my phone. Sick. Literally sick over when he may or may not call. When he'll realize that I love him. That he was the one for me " I said almost crying.
Rick hugged me and told me it would be okay.
I looked over to the door and there he stood. Beautiful eyes that I loved for so long. Long hair. Beautiful lips. Long legs. Big arms. I felt my face turn hot and I began to walk. I walked past him and through the house and straight to tory. I hugged him and he hugged me kissing the top of my head.
