(**COMPLETED **)then you meant it. (Ryan Sitkowski)

Fuck u talia

Ryans pov
Today was the first day of tour. I should say yesterday because it's like 3 am. Bones is sleeping in the bunk and im out on the couch watching movies and scrolling through pictures on twitter. Yesterday or the day before yesterday I asked bones to be my girlfriend. We had sex for the first time too. Chris said it seemed rushed. I think it's because he has a slight crush on her. He told me before Bones and I got together. Tj thinks she's really hot and so does ricky. Mainly because she is. She's so beautiful it pains me. I hate watching other guys look at her. I want to punch them in the mouths. Anyway we should be in jersey soon. Isn't that ridiculous? We went to new York and THEN jersey. That's so stupid. I hate whoever decided on these stops. I think one of the guys just woke up because I heard someone fall off the bunk and groan.

"Fuckkkkkkkkkkkk youuuu ricky" Bones said because apparently it was ricky who fell off

"I would but ryans awake " ricky said

"I'll fucking kill you " I said to Rick. He laughed and got up and joined me on the couch. Bones probably went back to sleep.

"Hey man what's up. " I said messing up his hair

"Sleep" he said resting on the couch. I laughed and went through my notifications on twitter. Someone followed me that was probably a fan. The name however caught my eye

"@ jamiexstills "

I clicked on the profile and read some of the tweets

" sometimes I miss you and then I realize that you're just a heartless bitch who only thinks about the next guy "

Well that's just untrue I thought. She hasn't been with anyone in six years. This guy is a joke. I decided to block him but before I could I got a dm. I didn't follow him back did I? Shit I did on accident. I went to check the dm

"Are you the new guy bones is fucking "

"I guess so why?"

"She'll just use you and leave you"

"Its funny that you say that Jamie. Being as how YOU left her, YOU cheated on her YOU hurt her. Not vise versa. Bye " I replied, then went to block him. I blocked him and then got off of twitter.

I decided to go and play some video games until bones got up.

*about 4 hours later *

Bones got out of our bunk and went into the bathroom to brush her teeth. I smiled because now I get to hold my beautiful girlfriends hand and kiss her perfect face. We have an off day today and then tomorrow is the jersey show. I decided to take bones to do something fun. I didn't know what yet though.

When she came out of the bathroom her and balz started talking about piano. I didn't know she played. It makes sense because she plays guitar, bass, drums and she can sing. I would guess she could play piano too. She suggested some really cool keyboards to balz. She's so sweet to everyone. I love her. Wait what ryan? Love her? You just started dating her calm down.

Calm down ryan. You don't. You just really like her you don't love her.

"Baby are you okay?" Bones asked snapping me out of my own head.

"Yeah. Goodmorning " I said kissing her forehead and squeezing her hand. "You look beautiful" I said

She smiled sweetly. "I look like garbage. My hairs a mess. I have no makeup. I have no eyebrows that are visible. Ew. " she said giggling. I laughed.

"Your beautiful eyebrows are perfect, your messy messy hair is beautiful. You're perfect. " I said smiling. Tj looked at me disgusted.

"if we have to hear this shit for the next two months I'm going to off myself " said Tj. We all laughed