(**COMPLETED **)then you meant it. (Ryan Sitkowski)

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We woke up at six am to get ready. I showered and packed while in a cute ass silky robe. After ryan got out of the shower he kissed my neck

"Mmmm last night was amazing " he whispered in my ear while smacking my butt quickly.

"Yes it was " I said kissing his sleepy lips.

We got ready. I was wearing addidas track pants and a black misfits crop top with my black and white vans classics, a zipper hoodie that was black with bleach stains. I had a messy bun and just my eyebrows done and I had on some chapstick. Ryan had on some skinny jeans and a black hoodie

"Fuck you look sexy " I said while kissing his cheek.

"Thank you baby. Okay we have to be at chris's by 9:45 and we'll take my car okay? " said ryan. I nodded and grabbed my bags

I had a duffle and a makeup bag and my purse. We started to drive to chris's house. When we got to chris's I saw balz and ricky. I greeted them and talked to angelo for a bit. I saw tj and said hi. I hugged Chris and then the bus showed up. Ten right on the dot. We loaded the bus up and got in. "What's the first show?" I asked.

"New york" said ryan kissing my cheek.

I smiled and laid on the couch with my feet across ryan. The boys were talking and watching movies. I started to fall asleep when I heard a loud boom. It was me. I was the boom. I fell off the couch.

"Are you okay babe " asked ryan helping me up.

"Ow" I pouted and got up sitting next to ry.

Ricky was just starring at me

"Are you two together? " he asked.

"Yes Richard " I said making ricky mad. He hated that I called him that

Ange and tj and balz started laughing.
"Bout damn time right ange? You owe me 50" said balz.

"You bet on us?" Said ry

"No I bet on when you two would have sex and judging from the size of that hickey on her hip and stomach I think you did " said balz.

"Now pay Ange " balz said holding his hand out. Angelo rolled his eyes and handed him a fifty

Ryan and I just laughed. He put his hand on my thigh and watched some movies with me.

When we got to the first venue I asked what I could do. Ryan and Ange decided I'd just hang out around them while they do merch and tune their instruments bc im not going to be their merch girl. I r e f u s e.

Chris was talking to me while I was tuning the boys instruments

"Are you stoked motionless?" I asked

"Pretty nervous. This is a big tour. Hey do you know that guy Bryan starzzzz " Chris asked.

"Ugh gross " I laughed

Chris started laughing "I know what the fuck is with the porn star thing and hitting on us ? Like it's not funny after the first 8 times Bryan "

"EXACTLY " I screamed. Ryan looked over to make sure I'm okay. I mouthed sorry. He just laughed and continued to mess with ricky.

"So ryan and you huh? " Chris asked.

"Yes sir."I said handing him a guitar.

"I didn't expect that honestly " Chris said.

"Why's that? " I asked.

"Ryan is just really to himself. Girls usually go after Rick or Tj. " said Chris.

"No offense but I wouldn't go after tj if he was drowned in hand sanitizer and holy water " I laughed

"HEY FUCK YOU BONES " screamed tj. I just flipped him off. He laughed.

Ryan came over and kissed me.

"On in ten motionless " said one of the stage managers.

They all did this little huddle and chanted motionless with eachother and asked me to join in. They were all jumping around getting super pumped for the show.

"Two minutes motionless " said the stage manager. I smiled and kissed ryan very hard before he went out. He smiled really hard before walking away onto the stage.

They played a 8 song set and it was insane. The adrenaline was fucking me up along with them

When they we finished they ran off stage and Ryan kissed me

"You did amazing baby" I said and kissed him again

He was hugging me really hard and said thank you for me being there.

When we got to the bus we decided to go and get food so we went to get some wings.

After the wings we went back to the bus and hung out and watched movies. We were going to Jersey next which is weird bc we literally should have went there first.

I went to ryan and I's bunk and decided to try to sleep. Ryan got in with me and started to hold me. We soon fell asleep.