(**COMPLETED **)then you meant it. (Ryan Sitkowski)

chapter fucking 22

Bones pov

I woke up and my eyes hurt. I blinked a few times and got out of ryans bunk. We were stopped. I walked out to the living room or front lounge area and saw balz and ricky sitting there. I rubbed my eyes again and pulled down ryans shirt that I wore to bed. I didn't realize I wasn't wearing pants.

"Hey guys. Where's everyone? "I asked yawning.

"Ryan Chris Korel and ghost are out getting groceries and food, Brandons asleep and it's about 10:30 am " balz replied.

"How'd you sleep?" Ricky asked.

"Im exhausted. I don't know why. " I lied. I cried myself to sleep after how mean tory was to me.

"Have you talked to tory? Jace came by looking for you about ten minutes ago" balz said

"Tory texted me a few times last night and he was drunk. He was being really mean. Also what did he want?" I asked

"I have zero idea" balz said and smiled.

I nodded and walked into the bathroom and looked at myself. My makeup was smeared and my eyebrows were gone. I went to ryans bunk to get my tooth brush and tooth paste out of my bags. I grabbed my makeup bag as well.

I brushed my teeth and washed and moisturized my face. I then began to do my usual makeup routine.

I went back over to the bunk and grabbed some clean underwear, one of ryans shirts and some leggings.

I changed and put my hair up into a pony tail.

While I was done and ready ryan and the boys came in. Ryan came up and kissed me and started putting groceries away.

"Bones baby do you want some pancakes " Ryan asked.

"Mmm yeah " I said while kissing his cheek and making coffee.

All of the guys were talking and Brandon got out of his bunk and literally just muttered and ate.

"So are you guys back together because wondering how many times you guys are going to get back together is exhausting" Chris smirked

"Screw you. " I said throwing a piece of pancake at him.

"Gladly " he said laughing

Ryan punched his knee and then kissed me.

"Were not really sure right now " Ryan said.

I leaned my head on his shoulder and he smiled.

I was finished with my food so I threw away mine and ryans plates and sat back down next to him.

"Mmm. What times the show today ?" I asked.

"8 baby " he smiled and kissed my cheek.

"I have to talk to tory. I should still fill in. The rest of the guys are still really good people " I spoke.

"Do you want us to come with?" Ryan asked

"No,  well maybe.... I don't know" I said shaking my head.

"Bones why is there blood under your finger nails " ricky said smirking

"What?"I said looking at my nails. Shit it must of been from yesterday with Ryan. I went into the bathroom and scrubbed under my nails. That's disgusting. Worth it. But nasty.

I walked back out and balz was trying to lift up ryans shirt to see his back.

"Dude I'm going to fucking knock you out stop " Ryan said.