Bones pov
I love tory but I'm inlove with Ryan. I think I have to talk to tory. I don't even think. I know I need to talk to tory.
My stomach hurt and I felt sick when he saw me. He kissed the top of my head and I felt even worse. He looked at me and I sighed and looked down
"Tory. I found the ring in your bag. I was looking for a shirt and it came out. I'm sorry but I'm just not ready for marriage. " I spoke quietly.
"Oh" he said softly and looked down.
"Hey that's cool bones. I mean maybe someday?" He asked.
I shook my head no. "No. Not some day Tory. I love you but not like you want me to. I don't want marriage with you. " I started to cry.
"Okay. So no marriage. This is shitty. " he said half ass laughing
"Its really shitty " I said laughing through my tears
He hugged me really close and kissed the top of my head.
"Do you still love him" he asked.
There was pain in his voice.
"Yes. I'm sorry tory. I thought I loved you but I love him and I'm so sorry" I sobbed
He hugged me closer
"Well I love you and if ryan sickWOWski makes you happy then we're good. Okay? So wipe those tears off of your face and don't worry about me" he said while wiping tears off my face
"Bones you'll always be my bestfriend. " he spoke
I smiled. "Really?"
"I promise you. " he smiled. He kissed my head again and asked if I could spend the rest of the ride to the next stop on miw bus.
"Sure. But why?" I asked.
"Because as much as I like to put on this happy face for you, im crushed inside bones and I need to just be alone. But I swear to you im okay and I'll be fine " he smiled and hugged me
"I love you tor " I said
"I love you too dude. " he said
I walked over to the motionless bus and knocked on the door. balz opened the door and smiled
"Hey man what's up"
"Hey. Can I ride with you guys for until the next stop" I asked looking down.
"Of course, come in" he said.
I smiled and looked around. Chris ricky and ghost were sitting on the couch watching a movie, Brandon was on his phone at this table type thing and balz was behind me. Ryan was probably in his bunk. I went and sat down next to Brandon. Chris turned down the volume on the movie and balz sat next to me.
"So why do you need to ride with us man " Chris asked.
"I just kinda left tory" I said playing with the hem of my shirt.
Chris nodded "are you okay? Do you need a hug "
I nodded and began to sob. Brandon and Chris switched places and he began to hug me and hold me
"So what happened " he asked.
"He... had... a.... ring...for... me and.... I didn't want to be.... married " I said in between sobs
"Ever?" Asked ricky.
I wiped my eyes and stopped crying for a second "just not to him"
Rickys eyes widened and he mouthed ryan. I shrugged and started to cry again.
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(**COMPLETED **)then you meant it. (Ryan Sitkowski)
Fanfiction"Did you say it ryan?" She whispered. I looked down. "Then you fucking meant it " she said
