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we both said laughing , " Get up guys you are live " jovani said laughing , " oh ya sorry ... guys this is Julian my Brother " I sa laughing . " Oh wait they know who you are Lmaooo " I said laughing harder , " OMG that's so funny " I said laughing even harder . " You're so stupid " Jovani and Julian say at the same time , " but you guys love me " I say smiling , " ya we do " they say smiling , I hug them both . We stayed live for about one more hour and it was so fun . " UGHH I have school tomorrow " I say , " No , you aren't going to school until you feel 100% " mama Jara said . " oh .. okay " I say . " hey ada can I talk to you outside in the back yard " Julian said , " Ya sure bud " I said walking outside to the backyard . " okay I have something to say okay " Julian said , " okay shoot " I say sitting down cris crosss apple sauce . Julian sits too . " look I care about you so much you know that right " he says looking like he was gonna cry . " y-yes " I said confused . " I .... Don't know how to say it ... " he says with tears falling down his cheeks slowly , " Julian what's wrong " I say grabbing his hands , " I'm ... sick " he says crying full time now . " what do you mean sick " I said , " I... don't know , I went to the hospital on the first day of school with Mikhaella and I didn't want to tell you .. the doctors don't know what's wrong with me " he said crying , " does anyone know about this " I say , " Only YOU and mikhaella AND me " he said , " Oh MY gawd MY baby " I said tackling him gently in a hug ." MY bby it's gonna be okay " I said kissing his head , " what if I die " he says looking at me with his eyes that are all glossy which are making me want to cry . " y-you won't die " I said . The knot in MY throat is getting bigger . " how are you dealing with this so well .. I cried when I found out and so did mikhaella and she met us last year  " Julian said looking at me . " I have to be strong for you , and you're gonna be alright " I say hugging him again , " that's not true .. I could die " he said looking at me like a lost kid . " you could , but you won't as long as I live , And if you did ..... I don't know where .... " I said but broke down just imagining my life without Julian . " I'm sorry Ada , I love you so much " Julian says hugging me , " I love you too ... now that we are talking about stuff .... I uhhmm I use to be suicidal ... in 7-8th grade " I said , " what ! " Julian said , I nod . " Look that's in the past ILY YOU love me that's it " Julian said kissing my cheek . I smile and nod . We both stay out for two minutes to calm down which meant I threw Julian in the pull and he dragged me in with him .. " I hate you for this " I said GOING TO ' my room ' to change , " you love me " he said , " nope I'm TeamJovani for a reason " I say smirking , he gasps . I shut my door in his face and change into ripped jeans and a Nirvana crop top .