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Adas pov )

After the game )
We won by 3 points , Jovani went Back in the second half . He did well and  so did Julian . The cheerleaders put all our stuff away . I walked towards The boys locker room , I wait outside with Mikhaella for Julian and jovani . They both come out and they both smile at us , we both return the smile . " you guys did a,Saint " Mikhaella says hugging Julian , " Y-YOU did amazing jovani , Except y-you got hurt " I say pouting , " Hey , don't be sad , I'm fine don't worry boo " he says , " Jovani " I hear an annoying voice say which of course Was from Brit , " B-Brit .... I thought you couldn't be on school grounds " Jovani says confused , " I'm not suppose to but .. I had to see you .. love makes you do crazy things .. like breaking the rules " she says walking to him and kissing him , me and Mikhaella and Julian roll our eyes , " HEY BRIT YOU CANT BE HERE GET OFF THIS PROPERTY " I hear a security say , she doesn't move , Jovani tries to pull away but she isn't letting . " B-Brit .... He needs air .... s-stop kissing him for gods  sake " I say , she finally pulls away , " Oh I didn't see you there ... I thought the cancer took you to the grave ... but sadly It hasn't ... yet , it will soon and I'll make sure of it " she says , I stand there shocked . I feel tears Start to form , I run to my car crying . I get in and lock all the doors , I turn on the car , I make a U-Turn and go to Where Mikhaella was , I roll down the windows . " m-Mickey .. let's go ... I don't w-want to be alone right now " I say wiping my tears , she nods . " can I come " julian asks , I nod . I wipe more tears . I drive home with one hand , the other one over MY mouth to quiet down my sobs . " hey , don't be sad ... " They say , " how a-am not suppose to be s-sad when she wants me dead a-and jovani said n-nothing " I say . " I know you don't want to hear this .... But.. " Julian gets cut off by the doorbell ringing , I look through the Peep hole and  see it's Nathan , I open the door and attack him in a hug sobbing on his chest , " oh my god ... Babe  what's wrong " Nathan's says , " Brit didn't see ada and then saw her and said that she was sad the cancer hasn't killed her yet .. but then said  it will soon and I'll make sure of it " Julian says , " Oh my god .. Im sorry baby , I was working .. I should have went to the game UGH " Nathan says , " I-it's fine ... Let's just w-watch movies " I say , everyone nods .

Right now we are watching Vampire diaries ( Starting from season 1 ) . I love TVD but I'm so distracted , Why didn't jovani defend me . Will I die , How lo do I HAVE left ... How do I survive .... then I remembered the nurses words ' you only win if you don't give up ' . I'm not giving up . Imma beat cancers butt .... well hopefully I will