You dont deserve a dying person

55 3 5
                                    

Adas pov )
I look around the room and everyone is asleep , I get up quietly and go to my room . I go to my bathroom and lock the door ... " wait .." I say running fast to my bedroom door and locking it and locking my window . I run back to the bathroom and relocated the door . I look at my self  ... I'm skinnier then I was last  week ... This cancer is eating me alive ... I look in the mirror , My hands at the end of the sink . Holding on to it so tight that my knuckles are showing , whiter then Freaking Edward Cullen .... all I see is flaws , " I'm everything ,E-everybody doesn't w-want , I'm every f-flaw everyone doesn't want .. I'm u-ugly , Fat , A whore , S-slut ... I'm gonna die S-soon for gods sake " I say to myself , I start crying , " I ... just a-want to be p-perfect ... even f-for one day " I say sliding down against the bathroom door .. " you're more then perfect babe ... I know you might not see it ... But You are to my eyes and others , you see yourself different then everyone  else " I hear Nathan say ... I wipe my tears and unlock the bathroom door , There he is standing at the door ... " h-how'd you get I-in " I ask , " Unlocked " he said , I nod . " Look YOU mean so much to me , you're perfect to me , You have no flaw .. I see no flaws ... You're legit perfect ... if there was one thing I would change about you .. is that you wouldn't see yourself as a girl filled with flaws " Nathan says , " I-I'm not perfect ...N-Nathan why can't Y-you just understand .. I-I'm DYING ... y-you do deserve t-to be with a D-DYING person ... go f-find someone else to g-grow old with .. have a f-family because w-we all know I won't s-stick around t-that long with cancer " I say with tears falling my cheeks , " I don't care about Growing old ... I don't care if we don't have kids ... I don't care if you have cancer .. i Fell in love with you ... The girl who never stops smiling , who can cheer everyone up with just a smile .... I'm not thinking about the future at the moment .. right now all I think is about us right now .. " Nathan says wiping my tears , I am speechless , " y-you fell in l-love with m-me " I say looking into his eye , " I did ... The first time I saw you ... Your eyes .... I just felt .... Love ... no I don't know ... it's just .. ahhh  I don't know how to describe it ... I fell in love with you That's what I know for sure ... I love you Ada garza " Nathan says putting his forehead on mine , " I-I think ... I-I love y-you Too .... N-Nathan T-Trisha ... " I say , he connects his lips on my lips .. for the first time in our kisses I could feel all the love and passion and emotion we have for each other , " I love you " he Mumbles in the kiss , " I -I love you t-too " I say , he pulls away and hugs me . " well ... let's go to the airport " Nathan says , " Babe w-we leave in t-the morning its only 9 p-PM " I say , " oh .. " he says blushing , well imma shower , I Take my phone from my nightstand and take it in eight me so I could listen to my music . I was about to play my favorite Song when I get a text message  from Lou ( The Hair stylist in the Studio ) ,
Lou = L
Me =M

L: Ada

M: y-ya

L: where are you going on tour tomorrow .. what two cities are you going to this weekend

M: Orlando F-Florida and M-Miami Florida w-why

L:We need more photos of you , and we have a lot of studios around the United States ..
you're in luck , we have one in Miami and Florida , We HAVE clothes thee THAT you Can wear

M:oh t-that's great ..   are you g-gonna be there

L:no ... Sorry

M:it's fine d-don't worry

L:ugh gtg Sean s yelling and Jackson

M:ha tell t-them hi from me

L:I will THEY will be veryyyy happy .. Bye Adddaaaaaa 

M- haha bye Louuuuuuu

( end of text messages )
I play my favorite song , I Take a bath instead of a shower . I take my phone  with me because I have the 7 so it's water proof . I go on Instagram and post a cute photo of me and Nina my 4 year old cousin  : ) . I posted it with the caption ' miss  this girl , ily Nina ❤️😘 '

Instagram post is 👇🏼

I get out of my bath and dry myself

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

I get out of my bath and dry myself . I choose my outfit , I wanted to go into downtown Florida. So I wasn't gonna change into my PJ's .

My outfit 👆🏼

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

My outfit 👆🏼

I did a natural make up and curled my hair . I walked out of my bedroom and heard a THE voice , " omg hehehehehehe bb you're so funny " the whore says .. " Brit and jovani " I whisper to my self , I walk down stairs and act like I couldn't see them , I got a cup of water and drank it , I walked near them '' YOU looks beautiful bby " Nathan says kissing my cheek , I blush ... I'll never get use to 1 HIS complements 2 his kisses ... " thanks " I say smiling , " why tho " Mikhaella says , Julian nods his head wanting to know also , " ya ... you actually look good for once ... except ewww your face ... ugh honey no WONDER you're single " Brit says. I was about to say something when Mikhaella cut my off , " OMFG STFU ! She's beautiful always and she does have a boyfriend and also wtf JOVANI ada is your best friend and you don't do shit ! " she says angry yelling at both of them , " Who d-da FUK Gave you p-permission to be in MY HOUSE ! Get the FUK out n-now and jovani , don't talk to me again " I say , he looks at me shocked .. then nods , they both leave . " Okay I'm going into town bye " I say , " eyeyeyyeyeye we are all coming with you " Julian says , I chuckle and nod . I get an idea , we all get in the car , I go through a drive through and bought milkshakes .. not for us of course ... we drive by my house and saw jovani and Brit Walking , " HEY MOTHER FUKERS OVER HERE " I yell without stuttering , we all throw milkshakes at the , " OMFG ADAAAAAA EEEEEEE" I hear Brit yell , I can feel the steam from inside the car , " ENJOY MOFOS "Julian says . We drive back and forth like ten times with the windows down flipping them off . We laugh every time Brit  gets angry because she tries to Chase the car but just falls because there's Milkshake EVERYWHERE in the street  , and then there's jovani which looks Super pissed , at first he chuckled then he got pissed the more he saw us . " nice idea sister " Julian and Mikhaella say at the same time , I chuckle as they start arguing who's sister I am , " IM ADAS SISTER " Mikahella yells , " NO I AM " Julian yells , " YOUR'E A BOY SO YOU CANT BE A SISTER HONEY " She yells , " DID YOU JUST ASSUME MY GENDER '' JULIAN yells , he pouts . Then she kisses him TI make him smile ( FUKING GOALS !! YOURE WELCOME MICKEY FOR THAT LITTLE MULIAN MOMENT )


Sorry for this long CHAOTER

Who's your favorite ship
JADA ( Jonas and ada )
Jovada ( jovani ada )
Nada ( Nathan and ada )
Bovani ( Brit and jovani )
JEO ( JADA and Geo )
Julian ( Mikhaella and Julian )

Don't forget to comment and vote ILY ALL MUAH MUAH 💋

My best friend 99goonsquadWhere stories live. Discover now