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He Killed Himself

Adas pov ) ( the song she is writing sounds like that ) ( btw when ada came from Tour from LA and her dad was there ... Imagiwn tha he wasn't okay )
I drove to my  house after school  , I changed clothes and left my back pack there . I leave the house and  just walk to Jovani's house , it's next door anyways ... I'm lazy but I can just walk there . I walk through their grass and walk in , " Honey im home " I yell , " oh ada what a pleasant surprise " I hear jovani AND Julian's mom says while she sticks her head off the wall . I chuckle , " hi mom " I say , " Hi daughter in law " she says smirking , she has always calle due that because she says me and jovani are perfect for each other . " Ha , hi ... where's jovani " I ask sitting down at the lil island in the kitchen . " he said he was going to His girlfriends Brit's house and after football  .. but later he will come here ... maybe at like 7 PM or so   " she says , " oh ... he invited me over today " i say , " He's strange .... i Don't like that .. Brit girl " Gloria says , " no body does " I hear Julian says , I chuckle and get up and hug him . I sit down again and get my Song Book out and start writing a song ... it came to me .. the beat came to me and also the song .... lowkey about Nathan .. he will never find out haha . I keep writing ... I just finished a song in Thirty minutes .... omfg , " What's that you're writing " Gloria says , " Um a new song ... I h-have issues , Heart like Yours w-which I'm still editing , and I just wrote So good " I say smiling at her , " wow ... I remember when you were little and would always say ' imma become a singer and be famous ' ... your dreams came true " she says , I smile and nod . " Julian go upstairs and BROADCAST with ada " She says , " Aw man ... I wanted to make out with her mom " Julian joked . " Mikhaella wouldn't like that Julian " she says smirking , " Bahaha " I say laughing , " SHH We can keep this between us " Julian said winking at me and Gloria , " Jovani wouldn't like that either .. or Brit .. AKA the bitch who my son shouldn't date right now , he isn't happy with her and he is too FUKING bling to notice " Gloria starts rambling on , me and Julian look at each other , " Wow ... WAIT do you like Mikhaella tho " Julian says , " yes , she's a sweet girl , I just don't like Brit , she freaking cheated on my Baby and he still wants her " Gloria says pulling on her hair , " I ... " I said but got cut off with a weird sobbing noise coming from MY throat . " are you okay Ada " Julian and Gloria asks walking up to me , " I-I .... Have a S-Secret ,... nobody knows ... I told jovani but he didn't BELIVE me ..... h-He beloved his girlfriend that's why w-we stopped being friends The first time " I say wiping the tears that have started to fall . " what is it honey " she asks sitting down , Julian sits down too . " Last year -I a boyfriend named R-Ryan , and Brit took him away from me a-and they started hitting me and he abused me , and he ended up Raping me .... I told jovani and he didn't BELIVE me .. " i say , " do your parent know " Gloria asks , " N-No ... please don't tell them " I say looking at her , " T-They have to know honey " Gloria says wiping her tears that have fallen , " w-what's the point , They are never h-home ... They don't care about me , I haven't s-seen my own FUKING father in 2 years almost 3 , my m-mom is always working , every time I try to talk to her ... it d-doesn't matter ... She doesn't care ,.. I basically live by myself " I say crying more , " Honey , YOU know you are welcomed in this house , you have your own room in here ... when you are home alone just come here , We are your second family baby . We all love you like family " Gloria says holding my hand , " T-thank you ... But I C-Can't tell my parents or report him " I say , " why not " Gloria asks , " H-He ... Died " I say , " how " she asks , " After Brit used him , he came back to me and told me he was sorry and I t-told him that sorry is just a w-word and he needs to put meaning into it .... but he just killed himself later that day " I say . " oh my god " she says , " Ya " I say , " I'm sorry " she says , " it's fine ... he hurt m-me so ... I'm not depressed about his death ... he was my best friend tho " I say shrugging , she nods . " Wow ... i... i CANT even process that " Julian says after staying silent for the whole time . " Yup " I say , " well .. Imma make lunch you two go upstairs ... " Gloria says , we both nod .

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