Only Bad Girls Get Good Grades

Part of the problem, not the solution.

I don't understand why I can't have a classic cliché romance. And don't you dare say you haven't wished for one too, you'd be lying.

But I want one of those stories where she has her first kiss, her first time with this dude. She loves him, he loves her. No problems, simply perfection.

I want the end of my story to end in ' And they lived happily ever after'

Not

'He was arrested for pedophilia and she is being sent to a mental institution to be fixed and studied and poked and prodded'

But I don't get to be happy, do I?

When I make it to school finally, me and Gerard Act like we weren't in the same car, nor did we act like we were together. We went our separate ways once we hit the parking lot, me running to first period, him running to his classroom.

I run into Freddy on the way, who looks indecisive as fuck. Wonder what's on his mind.

"Freddy, what are you thinkin' about?" I ask. He looks at me with indecisive looks, as if he's scared to tell me something. He sighs.

" I have to tell you something about-"

"Hi Clarissa!" James says, coming out of no where. Oh yeah, I almost forgot about him. Well don't I feel like a slut? He looks at Freddy with a glare filled with hate as he pulls me away from him. Freddy just sighs and looks for Zander.

I wonder what that was about?

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In 2nd period, we have this get to know you projects. I got paired with this scene kid who looks like she hates everyone. I can't decide If I like her or not.

" I'm alli" she sighs with an I don't give a fuck voice. I already can tell she's a little bitch, I am NOT gonna enjoy this. She seems like one of those ' only scene for the attention I get' kind of mother fuckers.

"Ris" I state, gazing out the window. She scoffs and looks over to the window, probably trying to figure out what's so special about out there.

"So. What's so special about you" she says, leaning back in her chair. I turn my head towards her again.

"Sing, Artsy shit. Guitar. Writing. How about you?" I lean on the table, smirking like the sarcastic asshole I am.

"Same" she says, looking to the front of the room. I don't want to do this. I can tell she definitely doesn't like me. " Aren't you that girl who's dating James?" She asks out of the blue. I nod and she scowls and looks at the front of the room again.

Well fuck you too.

I'm sure that's what she's saying in her mind too.

After talking small, stupid amounts later, the bell FINALLY rang.

When I finally reached lunch, I wasn't hungry. I've got too much on my mind to be hungry. What the fuck am I gonna do about the James situation?

Oh yeah. Break up with him. Seems simple enough.

But alas, it isn't. He's one of those, we don't break up until I say so kinda people. I'm not right for him. I KNOW I'm not. But he seems to try and keep me around. Maybe it's not love, maybe he's hiding something.

Maybe he's....Nah that's crazy, he's a homophobe.

I decide to walk to the band room just for some peace and quiet. Once I was sat in the silent, Empty classroom, I sit and rub my temples.

Okay, now about the uncle and Gerard thing.

What the fuck do I do?

I hate hiding things from them. I seriously hate hiding things from them.

They care about me so much, more than most of my blood relatives.

Why does this happen to me? I just want ... Him.

I want Gerard.

And there isn't any hiding that fact anymore.

Well, except for hiding it from everyone else,not including Freddy.

This is gonna be one hell of a ride.

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Sucky chapter, I know.

But Alli is important. Very important. That's all this chapters necessary for really.