Only Bad Girls Get Good Grades

Teach Me Not To Dream

Sorry about accidentally updating so much. I got kinda confused and I fucked up.
~Tftcxoxo

When I was younger, I had a very strange grandmother. She was wild and aloof, while my grandfather was strict and clinical. She always said the strangest things and laughed during things that truthfully shouldn't be laughed at. It made no sense to me. But one thing that made sense in all of her madness. When she said she had a dreadful tug about things. They were always proven rightful. She had it right every time something went wrong. It was like she could see the future.

I sometimes think I inherited that mysterious thing from her.

Because while Im smiling widely at Gerard, I'm also ignoring the burning, painful tugs at my heart. I just know something will happen tonight. Something bad is going to happen. There's no confusion about that.

"Hey, we're here! Time to sleep on a real bed!! And wear clean clothes again!!" Frank yells exaggeratedly, hopping up and grabbing his bag. I stand silently, grabbing mine as well and following close behind. Gerard smiles and stands next to me, seemingly happy as he links our free hands together.

"I love you" he smiles, kissing my cheek.

"I love you too"
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I decided to ignore that annoying bug of a feeling from earlier, making plans with LynZ, Jimmy, Kitty, Frank, and Bert to go bowling afterwards. It's strange, I didn't expect to become such good friends with Bert. He really is an awesome guy. I'm glad to have met all of them, they really have brightened my life. I've built so much trust with these people. They're all so great.

After going to the hotel to check in (luckily, we've separated into three rooms. Frank and Ray, Mikey and Bob, Me and Gerard.), we go to the venue to start preparing for the show.  Gerard's acting hyped and goofy, probably because he popped pills or something. I wish I could stop him from doing things like that, but he just doesn't really listen to me. I've just left it alone for now, I'll try to make him stop again once we make it home.

Everything was running smoothly so far, it now being the middle of the show. I was standing in the crowd this time and My Chemical Romance was performing. I think they were playing a song called This Is The Best Day Ever. It's one of my favorites from them. Gerard kept looking towards me with a mischievous look on his face and now he's strutting to the side of the crowd I'm on, smirking as he stares at me. He hops off the stage in front of my surprised frame and grips the front of my shirt, giving me a deep kiss.

The crowd screams in either excitement or jealousy as he just continues to twirl his tongue with mine, leaving me in a daze. He finally lets go huskily chuckling as he backs away, running up onto the stage once again.

I was still dazed as their set ended. I don't know whether it was the adrenaline or what, but I was still smiling and giggling like a school girl. (haha pun on me)

I finished the other sets, high-fiving Jimmy and flipping off Bert. All in all I had an amazing time, it made me forget my fake premonitions. I mean, how could I possibly have a bad night after this exciting time I've had thus far.

Once it was all over I hopped back in the rental car we picked up and ride back to the hotel. I wonder where Gerard is, he should've been back by now. I shrug, changing into some clean clothes and meeting the group outside to go bowling.

"I haven't gone bowling in forever, this is gonna be the shit" Bert says, pulling on his hoodie and smirking.

"I know, right? I wish everyone would come, but everyone's either sleeping or busy doing something." I roll my eyes, shrugging slightly.