I hate him, I love him//Jacob Sartorius

-Thirty Two-

Disclaimer;

This is gonna be a cringy af chapter.

Emily's POV

2 days later

So the last 2 days Jacob has been trying to be nice to me so I forgive him. But y'all know that's not gonna happen....... right?

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"Forgive him already, I feel so bad for him," Kayla, our friend that sits by us in lunch, says.

"no, did you forget what he did to me??" I ask her. Sou and Bella nod.

"I still feel so for him." she sighs.

"Your such a buzzkill" Sou says.

"I KNOW RIGHT" Bella replies.

"Whatever." Kayla says.

We wait for the bell to ring to leave lunch and go to gym. Of course today we have to have partners(that has to be a boy) for a stupid sport. We hear the bell ring and everyone rushes to get out of the lunch room. I go to my locker to get my gym bag along with Bella and Sou since our lockers are right next to each other.

"Ok, everyone go get changed." We hear our gym teacher say as we walk in. We turn around and go into the locker room.

"Emily, what would you do if Jacobs your partner?" Sou asks while we were changing.

"Kill myself." I said. Sou laughs.

"I'm obviously gonna get Weston." Sou says as she puts on her shoes.

"I'm gonna get Mario." Bella says waiting at the door, waiting for us. "And can you guys hurry?" she says.

Me and Sou finish up and run into the class. We start the class off with our regular warmups..

"Ok guys, time to pick partners. Today I'm gonna do it a little different. I want the girls to pick a number one through..... how many people are in this class?" our teacher starts to say.

"28" someone yells out.

"Ok thanks, I want the girls to pick number 1 through 14 and the boys do the same thing. I then want you to talk to your gender group to make sure no one took that number. And start." he finishes off. It was quiet for about 30 seconds while everyone thought about their number. Mine was obviously gonna be 7 because thats my favorite number. Soon everyone started talking quietly to their group.

"I'm taking 7," I say to everyone before they can say anything. They all nod and start to say their numbers. Soon we all had numbers.

"Ok is everyone done?" our teacher asked.

"yea" we all replied.

"Ok, if i call your number, come up here." we nod as he says that.

"1" Sou and Weston went up. "ok you guys are partners, go grab a basketball to start the drills." our teacher says.

"2" another girl and boy went up.

It went up to 6. Already Bella and Mario are partners.

"7" I stood up and went to the front. I look around to see a boy stand up. i see Jacob stand up a little. He comes to the front. "Ok, you two are partners, grab a ball and wait for my directions." he says. I see Julie and Sou smirking on the other side of the gym. I give them a death glare and they laugh. Jacob grabs a ball and we run to where Bella and Sou are standing. I stand by them.

"oooooh, Emilyyyyy, look who you're withhhhhhhhh." Bella says stretching out her words.

"yea, I can see." I say. I go up to Jacob.

"Listen, you better not try anything with me." I tell him. He puts up his hands.

"Whatever," he says. i just give a sarcastic smile and walk away.

We go the rest of the time just doing drills. 

"Ok class, for all of this unit these will be your partners." our teacher tells us as we go to the locker room.

"UGHHHHHHHHH" I scream going into the locker room. 

"chill, its not that bad" Sou says.

"YES IT IS, I'M PARTNERS WITH THE GUY WHO CHEATED ON ME FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG, THE GUY WHO BULLIED ME, AND THE GUY WHO IS TRYING TO MAKE ME FORGIVE HIM AFTER HE CHEATED ON ME." I scream.

"CHILL THE HELL DOWN" Sou screams. 

"ALRIGHT BUT ITS STILL ANNOYING," I scream back.

"WHY ARE WE YELLING?" Bella yells.

"I DON'T KNOW!" I scream back.

"Nah, but legit, calm the hell," SOu says before walking into the stall to change. We all go into other stalls and start changing.

*After school*

I walk out of the school with Sou and Bella.

"Bye guys," i say starting to walk home.

"Bye," I hear them say.

i start to walk home. I hear footsteps behind me which is unusual. I start to cross the street. I stop in the middle to see who the hell is behind me. Of course, it's Jacob.

"What the hell do you want Jacob, your always following me, trying to make me forgive you." I ask him.

"You back." he says coming closer.

"I don't though...." I say quietly as he stands beside me.

"Don't what?" he asks.

"I don't want to be with you ok, you bullied me, you cheated on me, I just can't be with you right now." i tell him .

"ok I get it...." he says looking up. his eyes go wide. he pushes me to the other side on the road.

"JACOB WHAT THE HELL?" I yell getting up. I look around and don't see him. I look down to see Jacob's body lying across the floor. I look at the road and see someone driving a car with the license plate starting with CNF. It looked like a Explorer, 2016. 

"Jacob, are you ok???" i say running up to the body. No answer. "Jacob please talk to me." I say about to cry. I quickly grab my phone and call and an ambulance.

"911, whats your emergency?" the operator asks.

"My friend just got hit by a car please send an ambulance." I say crying.

"ok ms, can we get a street name where we can find you guys?" I look up to find a street sign.

"Fairway Drive..." I say as soon as I find it.

"Ok, an ambulance is on their way."

"Thanks so much" I say as I shut the phone.

"It's gonna be ok.... I hope." I say to Jacob, who obviously can't hear me.

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ok that was so cringey

Written with help from susumallah