I hate him, I love him//Jacob Sartorius

-Eight-

Emily's POV

So I'm actually scared about going to school today. Well not that scared since I have Sou. 

Well anyways, I get up and do my usual morning routine. I put on a crop top with a little alien in the corner and high waisted jeans. I walked to Julie's house which took me 10 seconds cuz she lives right by me. 

"AYYYYY wassup E?" She asks me acting a little more mental than usual. 

"nothing cmon lets get to school." I say.

"Damn girl way to kill my vibe." we just laugh and walked to the bus stop. Thank god Jacob wasn't there or I would be bawling my eyes out by now. We got on the bus and sat in our usual spots. After like 10 minutes we get to hell..... er i mean school. 

Jacob and his gang weren't there. Weird.

*Skip to the end of the day cuz nothing happened except class*

Jacob and his gang weren't here all day. I was actually sad. Jacob is actually really hot. But I can't be having a crush on my bully. Right?

I get a text around 4 from Jazzy saying to meet me at the park in 10 minutes. Has she not met me yet??? I need  like 20 minutes to get ready. duh lol. I get ready and start walking to the park. 

I get there waiting for Jazzy cuz she  isn't here yet. Weird. All of the sudden I see Jacob. OMG                  he looks so hot with his.... FUDGE ITS JACOB. I legit started sprinting out of the park as fast as I can. 

"Emily wait please I just wanna talk." he says with a hint of sadness. I stopped running and ended up going back to him. He looked at me with sadness. I decided to just let him talk so he doesn't beat me up. again.

"Look I just want to say i'm sorry for all the times I have beaten you up or made you feel like you don't belong. And I am really sorry for making fun of you and how you lost your dad. I hope he is in a better place now. I am just really sorry for everything. Can you find away to forgive me please?" He says looking like he is just about to start crying. I think for a little bit. 

Jacob's POV

I did it. I told Ghida how i feel. I hope she just forgives me. If she does, I will tell her how I actually feel about her and then ask her to be my girlfriend. If she feels the same way...

"I forgive you Jacob." she tells me. I look up getting so happy. 

"YEESSSSS." I scream jumping up and down. 

"lmao chill. It's not like I just said yes to being your wife lol." She says. 

"Emily I really like you. I really do. Your pretty, smart, and funny. Your everything I want in a girl." i say finally getting it out. Her face turns red af.

"Jacob, I really actually like you too." She says to me. I felt my check heating up and I started to do my happy dance inside. 

"Emily Maxwell," I say, "will you do the honors of being my girlfriend?" 

"Yes, i would love to be your girlfriend Jacob." She says. I start jumping up and down like a maniac. People were staring at me like I was crazy. We start to walk around the park to talk. 

I may sound like a jerk when I say this, but I have to still bully her. I would lose all popularity and friends. I have to tell her. Hopefully she will still like me. 

"Emily, I may sound like a jerk when I say this, but I have to still bully you." She stops and gives me this look of sadness+hatred. 

"You...have to still bully me? Why I thought you liked me." she asks me.  Why did i have to say that?

"I'm sorry, i still like you. I would lose everything if i don't. And it won't be as bad as last time. I will not hurt you. If the guys do I will just hit them.  I swear I will not be as harsh as last time. You can't tell anyone were dating. not even your best friends. At school we don't talk, at home we can talk as long as you want. I will make it up to you I promise." i say giving this my all. 

"ok jacob. But please, don't make fun of my dad and don't beat me up. If you do were over." She says unsure about her choice. 

"Thank you so much Emily. Your the best." I say about to kiss her. 

The next day 

Emily's POV 

So me and Jacob are now a thing but I can't tell anyone. Sadly. I get dressed into a plain t-shirt and high waisted jeans. The morning basically went the same until we got to school. Jacob made fun of me. But nothing bad. It actually sounded more complimentary than being mean. 

Me and Julie walked into math sadly. Mack looked even uglier than usual. Soon, Jazzy and Sou walked into the class. 

We went the rest of the day just laughing and teachers just yelling at us for laughing in class. Soon it was time to go.