I hate him, I love him//Jacob Sartorius

-Fifty-Five-

Jacob's POV

I messed up, a lot. I still love her, I can't get over her. She's always on my mind. There isn't a time I'm not thinking about her. 

She never wants anything to do with me again, I can see why. 

I'm a manipulative, mean, cheating person. No one deserves to have me, especially not Emily. 

She's so sweet and kind. I hear opposites attract but no way. 

I miss her. 

Emily's POV 

"You still love him Emily. I swear stop lying to us, we know it. It's so obvious," Sou says. Currently we're sitting in my room with Bella. 

"I do not. I'm over him. He is an ass," I tell her. 

"Sucks I'm studying psychology. I can tell your lying, you're not using 'don't' or 'he's'. That's so lying." Bella interjects. 

"You're such a hoe," I reply. 

"Look who's talking," Sou says. I glare. "Glare all you want but you know it's true,"

"I really hate you guys, I'm in love with one person, and that's Grayson,"

"Whatever makes you sleep at night,"

I throw a pillow at Bella. Yes we're cringe like that. 

"Can we please talk about something else other than my love life?" 

"Lana's got a boyfriend," Sou says, changing the subject. 

"Damn who's the unlucky guy?" Bella asks.

"I don't know I think the captain of the soccer team or something."

"Irrelevant," I add. 

We spend the rest of the day gossiping about everyone and everything. 

No matter how much we talked, I couldn't keep what Sou and Bella said about me and Jacob.

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Ok this was a bad filler chapter I'm not gonna lie

I'll try and do something good next one but we'll see :0

Also I'll try and update more frequently just school