I hate him, I love him//Jacob Sartorius

-Forty-Eight-

WARNING: SEVERE CRINGE AHEAD, EVEN MORE THAN THE LAST CHAPTERS I JUST DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE SORRY  

Jacob's POV 

J- I'm sorry

It was the last thing I sent Emily before, I assume, she went back to sleep.

She probably blocked me. How the hell could I have been so stupid? I let her go. She's over me now, but I'm not over her.

I call Ella.

E- hey babe what's up?

J- Can we meet?

E- Yea sure where?

J- The park?

E- K see you then

I get off my phone and head to the park.

"Hey baby," Ella says, sitting next to me, kissing my cheek.

"Hey," I reply.

"Why'd you need to meet me?"

"Well, um, Ella, we need to break up," 

"What?" 

"I'm sorry, it's me, not you. I just still have feelings for someone else,"

"It's that hoe Emily right? I swear to god I'll murder her,"

"No, it's someone else, not her,"

"Well, see you around," she said, leaving.

Ella's POV 

I told that hoe to stay the hell away from Jacob, but of course she didn't listen.

I walk up to her door and knock.

"You hoe, I told you to stay away from Jacob," I tell her.

"I did, and if you're talking about yesterday, we were working on a project," 

"What happened yesterday?" 

"He came to my house so we could work on a project assigned to us and then the guy I'm dating came and him and Jacob got into a fight,"

"He never told me any of this,"

"Well, I don't know what to tell you," 

"I know what to tell you though, stay away from him,"

"Why?"

"Because he just broke up with me,"

"Ok? What do I have to do with this?" 

"He said he's not over a girl yet,"

"Ok, why would it be me? Go ask all the other girls he cheated on me with because I'm sure it's not me. Now bye," she tells me, shutting the door. 

Emily's POV 

"Who was that?" Grayson asked as I close the door behind me. 

"Jacob's crazy, now ex, girlfriend," I answered.

"What'd she want with you?" 

"She said that Jacob broke up with her because he still has feelings for some girl and she thinks it's me,"

"Well is it?" 

"Yea right, it's probably someone he cheated on me with," I repeat from what I told Ella. 

"If it was you, would you go back to him?" 

"I would never, I don't wanna get my heart broken anymore. Besides, I'm with you now,"

"Good, because I don't know what I'd do if I lost you," he says. I blush. I then think of Jacob.

He told me this so many times in our relationship, yet look where we are now. 

"You ok?" he asks.

"Yea, just thinking,"

"About?" 

"Everything, the only real relationship I've been in was with Jacob. He told me that he'd never leave me and shit like that all the time. Then a few days later we'd break up because he cheated on me or something," I say. I start to tear up. 

"Hey, don't cry. I'm not Jacob, I mean what I say," he says, hugging me. 

I cry into his shoulder until I fall asleep.

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I'm sorry for the cringe in this chapter

Also sorry it's so short 

I didn't know what to write, at all.....