I hate him, I love him//Jacob Sartorius

-Forty Four-

Sou's POV

I wake up in the morning and go downstairs to see Ethan sleeping on the couch. I sigh as I remember everything that happened last night.

"Good morning," I hear a raspy voice say as I went to the kitchen. I look over and see Ethan getting off his "bed".

"Morning, what do you wanna eat?" I ask him.

"Pancakes of course," he said. I laughed and made us pancakes. 

"Now that you and Weston are apart, could I take you out on a date?" he asks as we were eating.

"I mean yes, but not now. I don't think it'd be fair to Weston,"

"I get it. Maybe soon,"

"Yea," I said. We finished eating and I cleaned up. 

"Well, I should go. Since you have school and all," Ethan said. I nodded, we said goodbye, and then he left. 

**

"Hey guys," I tell Emily and Bella as I walked past their lockers.

"Hey, we heard about Weston," Bella said.

"Yea Sou, we're so sorry," Emily added.

"It's fine, Ethan's cool and all. He asked me out but I told him not until the time's right," 

"Sounds nice, when can we meet him?" 

"Soon...." I answered. My voice trailed off. I heard a lot of "oohing" from the hallway over. I walk over as Bella and Emily following me. 

There we see Weston and a girl(who I'm guessing is Lana) making out on the lockers. Now I know how Emily felt when she saw Jacob kissing Lana. 

"What the hell Weston?" I ask loudly. Everyone's eyes were now on me.

"So only you can hang around the other gender like it's nothing?" he replied.

"Well yea because I wasn't fricken kissing them," 

"Well we're not together so why do you care?" 

"Because we just broke up yesterday. You called me over, started yelling at me, and told me to get out of your house."

"You guys just broke up yesterday? Ha, he's been with me for more than a month," Lana says cutting in. I was right, he was kissing her. 

"You're kidding me right? Weston what happened to 'I should know who you're hanging out with'? And you know all the crap she's done to us. I don't even know why I care. Ethan, an actual good guy, asked me out. I should just take him up on the offer," I start to walk away.

"Sou, I-," 

"Leave" I say.

"Damn Sou, sorry about that," Bella says. 

"I don't care. Weston's an ass. I still can't believe he was cheating on me with out me knowing," 

"Well, now you know how it feels to be me," Emily says, laughing. She's really cool about everything that has happened with Jacob over the last years. 

"Sorry Em," 

"It's fine, I'm fine with all of it now. Me and Jacob are now on good terms, kind of, and that's all that matter," 

"Well, me and Mario are still good, let's hope it stays like that," Bella says.

"What about me?" Mario asks coming out of nowhere.

"You're just amazing enough not to cheat on me, unlike their boyfriends," Bella says, giving Mario a quick kiss on the cheek.

"Well that hurts," Emily and Sou say laughing.

"Sorry, just making observations," I say laughing. We make jokes as we go to our first hour.

****

I get home and call Ethan to accept his offer on a first date.

"Hey Ethan,"

"Hey, what's up?"

"Welllll, it's been enough time, I'll go out with you," 

"Uh Sou, this is kind of awkward to tell you but, um, I kind of asked someone else out and she said yes....."

"Oh, um, that's fine. Um, well bye." 

"Sou, I'm kidding. I'll pick you up at 7," 

"Oh my god, that was so awkward. Ok, I guess I'll go get ready then."

"Ok, bye," he said as he shut the phone. He was dying of laughter.

I went to my room to look for something cute to wear on me and Ethan's real date. I found something cute, showered, and changed into it. As soon as I finished putting on my makeup I get a text from Ethan that he's outside.

I text him telling him I'll be out in a little, put on my shoes in a hurry, and ran outside.

"Hey. You look, wow," he said.

"Is that a good wow or a bad one?" I ask. 

"A good one of course," he says.  I smile and he starts to drive. We pull up to a really fancy restaurant. We walk in and suddenly I feel under dressed.

"Reservation for two under Dolan," Ethan says to the host.

"Right here, follow me please." he says. He grabs 2 menus and leads us to a table. 

"Wow, Ethan, this is beautiful," I say looking around. 

"Well, you're not the only girl I've taken out on a date," he said. I laugh and soon enough a waiter came to get our drink orders and appetizers.  

***

"Ethan this was really fun," I say. We were currently on my doorstep. 

"Anytime," he says. We looked at each other for what felt like forever. Soon enough, he started to lean in. I followed and we kissed. It wasn't like a kiss with Wesley, I could feel butterflies or sparks in my stomach. 

He detached his lips, "Goodnight Sou," 

I was standing there speechless.

"G-goodnight," I finally manage to get out. I watch him speed away as I unlock my door and walk into my house.

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K now I don't know what to write anymore

Plz someone DM me about what to write. I already have a storyline in mind but I need filler chapters or something until they're in after college.

I can't time skip cuz I've done too much of that 

So yea someone tell me what to write cuz IDK anymore