Childhood Friendship (Glee & Finn Hudson Fanfiction)

Chapter 53

Finn and I just laying our body on my bed. We didnt talk or anything. I know that Kurt must be wearing his earplug and glad that he is sleeping in the opposite room.

Deep down, I'm happy Finn is here but I dont understand why he is here? We usually cuddle and hugging at each other as we both are big cuddler but now everything is changed.

"I dont understand, why are you here, Finn?" I ask without looking at him.

"I'm trying to fix everything between us." Finn says.

I just being quiet and let out a sigh. I know that he must be want to beg me to getting back together with him. I know I love him but I need time. I never been so hurt in love like this before and my faith just gone away.

"I will back home on Mr. Schue's wedding day." I simply said.

"That great. And after that I will back to college." Finn simply said.

"Yeah that's cool." I simply nodded.

I really hate this awkward moment. I know there is something wrong between us and we shouldnt lay our body next to each other and pretend like everything is fine.

Suddenly a phone vibrating. I take my phone from my side table and my phone isnt ringing so it must be Finn's.

"Rachel must be want you stay with her not here. And she cant stop calling you." I simply said.

"I blocked her number. And all her social media from mine so she cant contact me anymore." Finn says.

"Why?" I ask him.

"I'm trying to take your faith back to me." Finn simply said.

"Finn, we arent together anymore and you can do anything you want to do and I have nothing to stop you." I said to him.

"I just want to fix everything between us. You said that you forgive me so..."

"I forgive you but I need time." I said without looking at him.

"For how long?" Finn asks me.

"I dont know." I shake my head.

"Is there any other guy?" Finn asks.

"No one. I just need time, Finn. I'm sorry."

"I know what I did was really bad and hurt you. I'm sorry." Finn simply said and turn off the lamp and make aslant backing me.

I'm still laying my body and looking at the ceiling with the darkness around us until tears slowly fall down to my face. I move my body make aslant backing him as tears still fall down to my face.

I dont know what to say or what to do. I love him. I keep my heart for him but I need time to get my faith back and it wont be easy because this is my first time being so hurt in love.

Finn's POV

"I forgive you but I need time." Madison simply said.

"For how long?" I turn my face at her.

"I dont know." She said without looking at me.

"Is there any other guy?" I ask.

"No one. I just need time, Finn. I'm sorry."

"I know what I did was really bad and hurt you. I'm sorry." I said and turn off the lamp and make aslant backing her.

We were like two stranger who turns into one room. We just lay our body on the same bed and didnt cuddle or hugging each other when the fact we used to do that even since before we dating.