Childhood Friendship (Glee & Finn Hudson Fanfiction)

Chapter 57

I'm sitting down on a seat while Finn is sitting down on th edge of his bed and I'm just treat him with his bruise on his eyes with ice bag.

"Twice in a row get the wedding flower bouquet. Is it a sign or something?" Finn chuckles.

"Ugh stop it. Those flowers know I love flowers so bad." I giggle.

"Are you sure? I think it's a sign for you to get married." Finn says to me.

"With who? My dad?" I chuckle.

"With me." Finn simply said.

I stop compressing his eyes with this ice bag and just look at him. Finn just looking at me and hoping for an answer. I just shrug and go back compressing his eyes.

"Next time if you wanna beat Aaron, just pull out his tshirt. You're bigger than him though." I said to Finn.

"I also have bigger heart than him." Finn says.

"Yeah I know that. I know." I nodded.

"Tell me you love me, dont deny it anymore." Finn says to me and take my hand from his eyes.

I just let my head down. I dont know what to say to him. This is really complicated. I know I love him but... things are messed up. Finn hold my chin and make me turn my face at him.

"Say it." Finn says to me.

"Finn, I-I love you but..."

"But what? Is there any other guy?" Finn raises his eyebrows at me.

"No. I just dont wanna be in a relationship right now. Look, a relationship made by love and trust. I love you but.."

"But you dont trust me anymore. I get it." Finn half-smiled at me.

"I'm sorry. I just- I just cant... I mean, just like the first we dont need to be together even though we love each other, arent we? I just cant. I'm-I'm sorry." I said to him.

"I know what I did was really stupid and I get it, I cant get your trust back and everything is gone. I always hope that I could fix everything in between us but I cant. I cant stop make any mistake and make you cry." Finn says. "I'm the worst person in this world!" Finn yelled.

"Would you stop?" I hold his hand and start sobbing. "Look, I love you. I really love you and there I said it but you just need to understand that trust is like a piece of paper. Once you break it and it wont be the same thing again even though it want to be the same again, it needs time not that fast." I'm crying.

I let my head down and Finn just being quiet and turn his face away. I stand up from my seat and about to walk away but Finn catches my hand.

"You know that this is really hard for me." Finn's sobbing.

"And what about me?!" I yelled. "Do you think that this is arent hard for me? I caught my fiancé cheated on me when I'm planning my future with him!"

"It was hook-up texts or sexting!" Finn protest.

"But I never do that with anyone else but you did that with your ex-girlfriend who hurt me many times." I'm crying.

"But that was over." Finn says to me.

"Yeah then you apologize to me and I guess it was the right time to give you second chance but you kissed my half-sister." I'm crying. "You kissed someone who stole my mom and you know how hurt it was? More hurt than what you did with Rachel, Finn." I'm crying out loud and sit down on the ground.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Just please dont mad at me." Finn sit down in front of me and hug me. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Finn still hugging me and rubs my hair.