She's shattered abused her whole life and end up being pregnant at 16 with the baby's father disclaiming their child....now he's back in their life but she don't know how to love
February 4, 2016 *dream* Baby your so beautiful I never wanna see you cry your going to be something one day
Godmommy your my real momma your all I have you my brothers and sisters
I know baby and I will always be there for you forever and a day Pinky swear ?
I pinky swear beauty
Waking up from my dream noticing I'm all alone . She promise she wasn't leaving you know ? My brothers them gone my sisters them gone who do I have ? I've grown up yeah my hair is longer I have all the curves any girl can have I'm lightskin and 5'2. Living with my mom I feel worthless just knowing I have to live like this hiding my scars. Late nights, momma still not here.....out selling her body somewhere she's nowhere to be found. Sitting in the dark thinking how can life be so much better for me. How I just wanna be happy you know ? I feel like I'm locked in a cage. I get up from my bed and walk into the bathroom poofy bloodshot eyes with my hair all over the place it's just something I'm use to. Turning on the hot shower i get in and let it hit my bruises and scars. Thinking about how I go to school like I'm not broken like I'm just a whole and not broken when I'm just 100% broken. Getting caught up in my thoughts I get out the shower hearing a ringing phone as the caller ID pop up its nobody other then Ty.
Hey ty wassup ?
Yooooo it's a party tonight at August house you down ?
Idk ty you know how me and August don't get along that well *there will be a flashback on why August and Cecelia is in a downfall*
Cecelia come on please bestie I'll come pick you up I don't want you stuck up in that hell hole
Your right about the hell whole part
Cece yes or no
*rolling eyes* fine ty whatever
Alright be ready in a hour *click*
After the conversation ended. Now in my closet trying to find something to wear. I know what your saying " she lives basically alone " "her momma a crackhead and prostitute" well while y'all talking shit I do have a job at Footlocker Locker. I save up and I do have a few good looking clothes here and there. Looking I finally decided on my tan had black leather shorts black leather top tan heels with a tan,red, and black plaid jacket. Now that I got that done I hook my iPhone onto the Bluetooth listening to Play Wit Yo Bitch...that's like the hottest song right now. Feeling in a good mood I get dressed and look in the mirror....damn I look good :
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Finally done getting dress I hear Ty honking the horn for me to come down. Making sure I had everything locked, all the lights off, and the money I needed I walk out the house feeling good for the first in years. Walking down the steps of these beaten down stairs I see Ty car. Ty is the football team he saved me one day when I kept getting picked on we even dated for awhile but we just decided friends would be much better. Ty always tell me how pretty I am just to keep my spirit up. He's the one who put me on game frfr because things I use to wear was kinda out of style I ain't have no money or none....having August leaving me high and dry Ty came in like a super hero you know ? Approaching Ty car him being the idiot he is he started playing Bad Lil Bitch by boosie when I open the door
