Simply Shattered (On Hold)

Start Over ?

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Cecelia POV

I woke up in the middle of the nights feeling small pains but by the second it's growing to be more painful

The painful it gets the more painful I bundle up slightly forgetting that August was with me

Ahhhhhh

Was wrong ma

I couldn't even think straight nor answer the questions he was asking as the pain keep going I feel myself being very moist especially the spot where I stay at

August my water broke we need to go too the hospital NOWWWWW

With August being August he just stood there froze like a dumb ass he's always so quick to do something he couldn't even pick me up

Omgggg I fell for a dumb ass I screamed August is such a dummy these babies could come out any moment now and he's panicking I'm the one having the damn baby

Taking a deep breathe I calm myself down and get up grabbing the baby bag and my phone with charger and hand and I left August there just standing there like a dumb ass

Halfway down the stairs August coming running behind me and picking me up

When they hell u be a superhero

I panicked look I'm about to rush u to the hospital

Rushing out the door August put me in the backseat of the car and then we were on our way to the hospital

6 hours later.....

Welcome to the world baybeh

I finally had the baby minus August passing out when I started pushing what supporter I had huh ?

But the water birth was fine yes I had water birth before you guys think I'm crazy

It wasn't that bad like how people out it so I'm okay with it I'm happy and Blessing is happy as well

She's a big sister and has somebody else to play with as well

Welcome to the world momma baby Paris Love Alsina

She was so beautiful with a head full of curly hair I was just so happy to call her my baby

Rocking Paris to sleep the door open and there's August with bunch of food for me and behind me there was my mother

Now as you remember I haven't seen my mother since she popped up at my house un announced

And as I see my mother brought company I see one of my oldest brothers and two of my little sisters

I blink a couple of times to see if this was real or not cause really what's unbelievable is I haven't seen them since I was 10 so many type of emotions were running through my head right now

It's like my mom wants us to be a big happy family but why couldn't we be that from the beginning it's like I have nothing to say

This is the wrong place and time for all of this and I just don't want no part of anything that's going on right now at this moment

Moochie, Mykell, Mom ? What are you guys doing here

Baby we're here to make things right I just want to see my grandma and patch things up our family up can we start over ? Please I love you

Hearing my mom say that I just bussed out crying....my mom loving me ? Can't be true

You guys just go this is the wrong place and time for this...

I buss out crying not really wanting to be in the mood for anything right now at all just to myself me and my babies Blessing & Paris Alsina my babies and hopefully I can get back on the right track with August and I but until then it's time to focus on out babies