Grow Up

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I changed the age of the kids Blessin will be 13 Paris will be 5 if you don't like it oh fuckingg well don't read my shit now back too the story

August

I'm on the phone with Cecelia to see if I was hearing her clearly because her saying she's pregnant isn't what I was expecting for her to say

"AUGUSTTT August I know you hear me I'm pregnant it's your baby this is all your fucking fault I hate yo-"

"It's my fault ? It takes two bitch last time I check you the only one having my kids anyway even though we not together so you opened yo damn legs and let me hit simple"

With that she hung up I know I was acting like a asshole but I know better hell we both know better but I brought this shit onto myself

I hit up T and called him to let him know imma leave the house and go see Cecelia cause I fucked up bad

I head out the studio and go up to my room throwing on some sweats and and a t shirt grabbing my keys off the dresser headed out of the house. My mind was going crazy just of a thought of another kid that'll mark 3 but at least they all by the same bitch right ?

The media and my manager is going to be in my ass about this man this shit is going to go downhill very fast cause me and Cece ass going at it left and right as it is plus miricle gone be in my ass I know our relationship gone be over

I just fucked up badly and the only person to blame is me and I understand that

I pull up to Cecelia lil house I had bought ha while back and use my key to open the door. I don't use the key often but today I ain't have no damn patience to just wait and knock

"Yo where everybody at" I said yelling through the house

I ain't spot nobody in the living room nobody in the den nor movie and play room so imma guess the kids are not even here so I go upstairs to Cecelia room I see ha laying up in bed

Ain gone lie lil momma look like hell right ni I lowkey felt sorry for ha she was just sittin on the bed staring at none in particular ya can tell she been cryin all damn mornin ha eyes poofy and shit

I walk ova to ha lookin at the mess I created and sit down in her bed holding ha

"You did this too me August" she said sobbing into my chest

I stroke her hair not saying anything and soon we both drafted off too sleep

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