She's shattered abused her whole life and end up being pregnant at 16 with the baby's father disclaiming their child....now he's back in their life but she don't know how to love
Getting up and taking a shower knowing its my baby birthday I let her stay up all night so I know she's still sleepy and tired.
I already found her outfit which of course I let her picked it out and it was hello kitty I thought it was adorable she got the purse too.
I never dress my daughter in all that grown shit I don't know why mothers let they kids dress like that these days kids be 4 dressing like they fuckin 15 like where the fuck they do that at ?
Laying her outfit on my bed I look in my closet for something simple for me I chose blue jeans retro 12s and a black and white t-shirt
Cool on what I'm wearing I hop in the shower for about 20 Mins not wanting to spend too much time since I'm on a schedule today.
I hop out wrapping my towel around me I walk to the kitchen getting breakfast together chocolate pancakes, bacon, and orange juice.
Getting that ready it only just took 15-20 mins for me to prepare. I go up in my room lotioning down with cocoa butter I throw on my clothes putting on some makeup.
I take my hair out my bonnet and part it in the middle. I miss the blonde but jet black it is.
Now I'm ready for this day to get started
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Now ready and satisfied I go inside of of Blessing room see her sleep I take a picture and posting it on Instagram said "how you gone sleep on ya birthday ?"
Posting the picture I go and wake her up
Wake up baby it's ya birthday and momma made your favorite breakfast
Rubbing her eyes she look at me frowning cause i woke her up
Wake up baby come on so momma can run ya bath so you can get ready for ya party
When I said that her eyes lit up and she started smiling
Mommy mommy I'm 5 she said holing out her fingers
I know big girl happy birthday now come on so you can eat and get ready.
Since its her birthday I let her sit in the living room and eat her food on top of her table of course because children makes a very big mess
After she finished eating she got in the tub playing with toys when August calls . Rolling my eyes I dry off Blessings hands and give her the phone
