Carter Mahone

Carter Mahone Chapter 6

Chapter 6
>I love you<

"Woah" was all I could say.

Wow did he just kiss me ? Did he mean it? Or was it just to shut me up?

I definitely felt sparks. I wonder if he did. But wow that kiss is all I can think about. As much as I wanted it to mean something to him I know it didn't. He practically ran out of the room after words. Was I bad ? All these thoughts and questions going though my head is making it hurt. Just as I was about to close my eyes to try to sleep, I heard the door open witch made me shoot up to see who it was.

Carter

Wow I'm shocked he came back. Maybe it did mean something. Alexa just ask him my mind shot at me. You know you want to do so just ask.

"Uhh carter" I said it just loud enough for him to hear.

"Yeah" he answered not even looking at me. He just keep his eyes on the ground the whole time.

"Why did you kiss me" right as the words fell out of my mouth I regretted them. Carter look pissed ! Did I do something ? God why dose he have to be so damn bipolar.

" That kiss was a mistake and shouldn't have happened I don't know what I was thinking" wow that hurt. It hurts that he didn't feel anything like I didn't.

"S-soo it meant nothing to you"

"No god damit didn't you just hear what I said" i don't want you like that" if I had it my way you wouldn't have been gone the first night" wow that was harsh.

What did he mean by 'you would be gone' was he going to kill me ? I couldn't help but start crying at his harsh words. I mean they hurt. He knows damn well why I'm here yet he keeps hurting me and making me want to die even more.

"Stop fucking crying" he yelled but that only made things worse.

Carter's pov

"Stop fucking crying" I yelled at Alexa but that only seemed to make things worse.

I don't know why I'm so mean to her. I really don't she is gorgeous and I love her smile and laugh when she dose laugh. I really hate hurting her but that's all I seem to do. And that kiss i did mean but I wasn't going to tell her that. I'm the last guy that she needs to fall for. I'm not good for her and she knows that. So maybe I'm hurting her to keep her from liking me.

Being an ass to her is hard cuz I myself has already fell for her. Tbh I think I love her. And that scares the hell out of me. Me Carter Mahone dosent fall for girls. I'm not like this. I would much rather fuck them and be done with it. But with Alexa.....

It's different.