Carter Mahone

Carter Mahone Chapter 29

Chapter 29
- true love -

Carter pov

"C-carter" I froze at the sound of her voice

"Baby" hearing her voice made me relax and it was as if all the anger that was once built up inside me was gone just by hearing her voice, they say that it's not good when you bring out the bad in someone but we do that all the time to each over we fight all time time but then there are times like this where she brings out the good in me and helps me over come my anger that never seemed to want to go away before I met Alexa.

"Just comedown yelling isn't going to do anything" she said calmly breaking me from my thoughts.

I nodded and smiled back not really wanting to say anything. After her helping me calm down I sat back in the seat were I was when I first got in the back. We where almost to the hospital when Alexa started to have another attack. But this time it was worst than the last.

"Babe please stay with me Alexa talk to me" I yelled at her but she wasn't responding.

" sir please don't yell" the paramedic said calmly to me probly hoping he would make me mad again but it was to late he didn't even have to do anything for me to set me off just seeing Alexa's eyes close and her not responding just kills me and breaks my heart and I just always shown feelings though anger. Alexa helps me with that but she can't and I can't lose her. I will lose my mind with out her.

"Please baby" I said calmly holding her hand In mine.

Alexa pov

"C-carter" I cried out trying to get carter to stop and relax.

"Baby" he said back his voice sounded broken and that hurt me and it hurts more knowing it because of me.

"Just calm down yelling isn't going to do anything" I said calmly knowing that I can calm him down and it worked.

He just nodded and smiled but I didn't need him to say anything to know that he understood me. That the thing about me and carter we know how to help each over even when we do bring the worst out of each over. People say that love is hard and that you have to work at it every day and that when two people bring the worst out of each other that it's not love and it's a bad relationship but with carter and I it's the compete opposite we might bring the worst out but we also equal each over out. When Carter is mad and angry I help him calm down and when I'm mad he does the same, yes there are times when we see both really pissed and fight but we always work things out. But this time it was diffrent we didn't work things out I left and now look I'm close to death and carter well he isn't taking it well and he is taking it out with anger and that's just cater and you have to really know him to see that.

"Babe please stay with me talk to me Alexa" cater yelled at me as I could feel my body jerking back in fourth. I wanted to answer so bad I wanted to tell him that every thing was going to be okay and that I was fine but I couldn't because I would be lying to cater and myself.
I opened my mouth but nothin came out. Before I knew it everything around me was going blurry and I couldn't see anyone all I say was blurs around me.

"Baby please" cater said grabbing my hands. I swear I could almost feel the heat in his hands as the anger rose in his body. It was weird be able to feel something like that, and it killed me to know that I couldn't help him this time.

"We are here baby they are going to help you please stay with me baby I can't do this without you" cater said before I felt his hand leave mine. That right there was the worst feeling. I felt as if I was empty inside.

"Stay with us Alexa" some man said in guess he was a doctor.
I again opened my mouth to talk but again nothing came out.

"Alexa we are going to put you to sleep now so you can go into surgery" the same man said