Carter Mahone

Carter Mahone Chapter 19

Chapter 19
>scared<

Alexa pov.

I can't be pregnant.....

"Hannah what if I am, what am I going to do. Carter is going to flip out if he finds out."

" I don't know but Alexa you have to tell Carter if you are, as much as he is an ass he deserves to know if he is going to be a dad"

"I can't and I won't tell him." I spat back. There is no way in hell I'm going to tell Carter. He can't know. " and your not going to tell him either Hannah this is between me and you and that's all"

"Okay whatever Alexa"

"Whatever , I need to go to the store" I said walking out of the room to find Carter. Yes I know what your thinking I just said I didn't want to tell carter but he is my only way to the store I'm just going to say I need tampons or something.

"Carter" I yelled from the top of the stairs before I made my way down them. When I made it to the bottom I found him in the kitchen eating some chips.

"Hey carter I need you to take me to the store please"

" what do you need to go to the store for" he spat back. Great he is in a bad mood.

"I just need girl things okay. Can you take me"

"What things" he snapped back with an annoyed tone.

"I need fucking tampons carter god damn why dose it matter to you what I need" I yelled back. God he aways what's to know every little fucking detail. He didn't say anything back witch I was happy for he just got up and grabbed his keys and I followed him out to his car. We didn't take his rang rover like normal this time he walked over to his all black lambo.

I wonder when he got this? I don't think I have ever seen it in the driveway before. Must be new.

On the way to the store I kind of got lost in my thoughts, what if I really and going to be a mom. I'm not ready to be a mom and carter sure in the hell isn't ready to be a dad. Not that he really is going to be a dad. Well he is but I'm not going to actually tell him. I'm going to try and hide it as long as I can. Yes I know he will find out when I start to show but maybe by then he will have is anger issuse under control. My most biggest fear tho is what will happen if carter hits me again and dosent know I'm pregnant he could possible kill the baby, Maybe I should tell him. Ugh I don't know what I'm going to do.

"Alexa"
"Alexa" carter yelled making me jump.

"What Carter" I spat back, but soon after I looked up and saw we where sitting at the store. "oh never mind I'll be back" I said before he had time to answer back.

I got out of the car and started to walk in when I noticed that Carter was following behind. Great how am I going to by a test with him in here with me.

"Carter you don't have to come in with me. You know I can do this on my own." He just nodded and got back into the car thank god. I ran in a got the test and checked out. I also got what I told carter I needed so that he didn't ask questions. After I payed the lady I walked out and got in the car.

" you going to start the car." I asked carter cuz he was just sitting there looking at me. Shit what if he saw the test in the bag. What am I going to tell him.

" who's that for" he said while pointing at the test. Shit he just had to see it. Ugh fuck my life, I just have really bad luck.

"O-oh u-uhh it's for Hannah. Yeah Hannah. Fuck I stuttered. He is going to know in lying.

"Mmm okay what every you say Alexa" wow I'm shocked he didn't say anything. I can tell he knows damn well I was lying.

When we got back the the house. I told carter I was going to go lay down cuz I didn't feel good and I was completely lying to him I really didn't feel good but more than anything I wanted to see if I was pregnant.
I ran up the stairs and into my bathroom. I did everything the box said to do and now it's just a waiting game.

The box said what a - is not pregnant and a + is pregnant. god I'm really hoping to see the -. Being pergo is the last thing I need right now. It's now been five mins and I can go check the test now. Please be negative please. I repeted over and over in the head.

I walked back into the bathroom. I took a deep breath then look down at the test. My mouth hit the floor when I say the results. No no no this isn't happening to me. I'm to young to be a mom. Hell I'm only 18. I can't have a baby. Not now I'm not ready.

I was began to panic a little. This is all just to much to take in. First with the whole carter situation and now I'm pregnant by carter and I know it's carter cuz he is the only one I have had sex with. Great my baby's daddy is an ass whole who raps and beats me up. I was broke out of the thoughts when I heard my bedroom door open and slam shut. Shit it's carter, I stated to panic even more now that I have a baby he can't hurt me right ? I throw the box and test in the trash and walked back into my room too see what Carter wanted.

As soon as I opened the door I regretted it. Carter was standing there and he look pissed and of coruse in always the one he takes is anger out on.

"Carter please don't" this is the last thing I need right now. Ugh. I just want die.

"Carter please don't do this" but is was to late. He pushed me to the floor and began to hit me and kick me in the stomach.

"Carter" I cried out.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP" he yelled back.

He kicked me again in the stomach and I began to cough up blood.

"CARTER STOP UR GOING TO KILL OUR BABY" I yelled shit I didn't mean to say that fuck.

" what did you just say" he said is tone was a little softer but soon it went back to being really mad. " are you fucking kidding me right now" he yelled

"N-n-no c-carter I really am p-p-pregnant." I was hoping that maybe he would stop but
he didn't he just got worse.

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Sorry I haven't updated in a while, but I have had a lot going on. SOOO anyways I went and saw Austin on Thursday it was the best night of my life he was amazing and I had a blast. I meet Alex Robert and zach too ! It was great, if you want to see pictures go look on the IG. My username is @AmeezyBabee_

So wow she is pregnant and carter dosent seem to really be phased by it at all.

Make sure too comment I'll update again when this gets 74 reads 20 votes and 10 comments.

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