Carter Mahone

Carter Mahone Chapter 20

Chapter 20

>Time for change<

Carter's pov -

"Carter" she cried out

"SHUT THE FUCK UP" I yelled back.

I just keep kicking her over and over in the stomach till she began to cough up blood.

"CARTER STOP UR GOING TO KILL OUR BABY" She yelled by the look on her face she didn't mean to say that.

Was she really pregnant ?

" what did you just say" I spat back my tone became a little softer but soon it went back to being really mad when the thought went though my head that she might just be saying this to get my to leave her alone. . " are you fucking kidding me right now" i yelled

She has to be lying. I told myself this over and over again 'she is lying to you carter'

"N-n-no c-carter I really am p-p-pregnant." She cried again with hope in her eyes that maybe I would stop but
I didn't i just got worse.

Why I don't really know. Something deep down was telling me that she wasn't lying to me and that I should stop but I just couldn't get myself to do it. I don't know why I have been being so abusive to her. Just something about her really makes me mad when I look at her. I use to go to her when I was mad and she was help me calm down but now it's the complete opposite she makes me even more mad and that's why I start hitting her.

I know deep down that I should stop but I just can't get my body to stop. During the moments that she is laying on the ground crying and bleeding. I have like this war within me but yet my guilt never wins the war. My anger just takes over and I end up hurting the one I love. Well at lest I use to love. I'm not so sure anymore beside she hates me.

"Carter" he sweet voice broke me from my thoughts. That voice of her use to calm me but now my anger like feeds on it and I just become more and more pissed off the more she talks. "C-carter" she mumbled again. I can just sense it she is deathly scared of me and tbh that's the last thing I wanted but yet that exactly what happen. She is scared of me and I don't blame her.

"What Alexa I'm not in the best mood right now to talk to you" I could feel myself becoming angry my the sec she needs to get out before something bad happens again. "Alexa you need to get out now" I yelled. Hoping that she would listen to me. I don't like hurting her but yet I always do it. I even tried to distance myself by leaving all day and coming back rally late so I wouldn't have to see her. But that didn't work because soon I ran out of thing to do or I would still go and take my anger out on her.

God carter you really need help.

' You raped her ! You beat her so bad that she can't even look at you carter! What's wrong with you ! ' as much as I tell myself these things i can't get myself to stop from doing them to her.

"Please just let me talk" she pleaded. God Alexa why can't you just listen I thought to myself.

"You have 5 mins to talk then you need to get out"

"O-ok u-u-uhh carter, i know that you hate me and I don't know why but I'm not going to ask. But I'm p-pregnant with -y-your baby. She said wrh tears rolling down her face. She ten tuned and stated to walk about before I could even say anything she turned back around "here your proff" she said and throw a box over to me.

I didn't answer her not because I didn't want to because she didn't give me the chance to. She just throw the box at me and walked out closing the door behind her. I took in a deep breath and let it out. Before looking down at the box she throw at me. It was a pregnancy test. I opened the box. When I looked down at the test I was in complete shock. I couldn't breath right let alone think right. I did the last thing I thought I would do. I ran after her.

Alexa pov.

"Carter" I said softly breaking him from his thoughts. He looked up at me then looked away "C-carter" i mumbled. God why did I stutter he is going to know that im deathly scared of him and tbh that's the last thing I wanted but yet that exactly what happen. I was scared of him and he knows it too

"What Alexa I'm not in the best mood right now to talk to you" He said I could feel him becoming angry by the sec but I don't care I needed to say what I came in here to say. "Alexa you need to get out now" He yelled. With a little but of hope that I would listen to him. But I didn't as much as I didn't like him hurting me but yet It always happens.

God Alexa you really need to listen to him.

' He raped you Alexa. He beat you so bad that you can't even look look him in the eyesz What's wrong with you ! ' as much as I tell myself these things i can't get myself to stop loving and caring about him.

"Please just let me talk" I pleaded.

"You have 5 mins to talk then you need to get out"

"O-ok u-u-uhh carter, i know that you hate me and I don't know why but I'm not going to ask. But I'm p-pregnant with -y-your baby. I said wrh tears rolling down my face. I didn't give in the chance to answer even though I could tell he wanted to. I just tuned and stated to walk out I was about to but she before I did I turned back around "here your proff" i said and throw the pregnancy test over at him. Then I left.

I was legit shaking as I walked back to my room. That took a lot of balls for me to go in there like that but it had to be done. I was about to walk into my room when I heard someone call my name. That someone was the last person I expected. It was Carter.

"Alexa wait" he said. I stopped dead in my tracks and turned around. I keep my eyes on the ground. I was afaid of what was going to happen. But his next move was not what I expected.

Carter's pov.

"Wait Alexa" i said with hope that's she would turn around and that's exactly what she did. She keep her eyes on the ground, I could tell by her body language that she thought I was going to hit her and tbh I thought I was going to do the same. But I didn't I did the complete opposite. I ran over to her and embraced her in a big hug.

She didn't hug back at first but then she soon warped her arms around me. I could feel my shirt becoming wet from her tears. Hell I was in tears to. I haven't held her like this in so long and I missed it I really did.

"Carter I miss you so much" she mumbled against my chest.

" I have missed you so much you Alexa. I'm soo sorry for what I did. I don't know what was thinking. I don't know why I hurt you but I can't tell you how sorry I am and I know that sorry will never be enough but I will make it up to you. By this point I was pour my heart out to her. I my face my wet from my tears. I slowly pulled away from the hug and looked at her. She still keep her eyes on the ground by I put my hand under her chin and lifted her head so she would look at me. And when she did. I felt my heart break into a million pecie she look broken all because of me. My next actions stocked me.

Alexa pov.

Carter poured his heart out to me and I loved every min of it, I will never able to forgive him completely but this is a start. He pulled away from the hug and I could feel him looking at me but I couldn't bring myself to look at him. But he soon made me look at him and when my eyes ment his I felt complete again, I could see the sorrow and regret in his eyes. That right there told me that he wasn't lying. He ment every word he said. The next thing I know he was leaning closers. I hesitated at fist but I soon found myself doing the same.

Our lips soon touch and I felt my body go weak. Out lips moved in sync. It was like they where a perfect match like a missing puzzle pice. We kissed for a really long time I'll carter broke the kiss by smiling. After we caught I breath carter said four words that I never thought I would hear again.

"I love you Alexa"

"I love you too carter"

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Finally carter gets some sense knocked into him !

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