Carter Mahone

Carter Mahone Chapter 26

Chapter 26
- what I thought was a new start-

Alexa pov

"Wake up babe" carter said while shaking me lightly.

"Mmm 5 more mins" I mumbled back till I realized I wasn't in my bed and I was still on the plane "are we here" I cheered excitedly

"Yeah we are" he paused taking in a deep breath before continuing " I need to talk to you when we get to out new house" he mumbled the last part looking down at the ground

"Uhh okay" I said unsure of weather or not it was a good or a bad thing he needed to tell me and by the looks of it it's not a good thing. I swear if he lied about something om going to be so mad. I'm done with all the lying.

Carter's pov

I can tell Alexa is already annoyed with me but I couldn't have told her back in Miami the real reason we are here. She wouldn't have come with me and I know lying wasn't the best idea cuz yeah I told her I wouldn't but I mean what can I say I couldn't do it with out her I need her. Yes I might be putting her life in danger but I would much rather her be here with me then back in Miami by herself.

To tell you the truth I do want to start over but bring her here isn't a start over it's for work. Work that I got back into when I killed her dad and I told myself I would never work for Dave again but he has done so much for me that I couldn't turn him down. I'm in Malibu to kill someone and me and Alexa are only going to be here till I get the job done then we are off to a difftent job. I just hope that she goes with the plan and that I can keep her safe during this.

Fuck what am I do ?

"Carter are you okay" Alexa said breaking me from my throughs I hasn't even realized that I was gripping the steering wheel so tight that my knuckles were turning white.

"Uhh yeah I'm fine just think about how happy I am that we are starting over" I forced a smile hoping she would believe yet another lie.

"Oh okay me too I love you carter"

"Yeah me too" I mumbled. I know I'm hurting her by not saying it back but right now I can't lead anyone to think she is my weakness. I have to be so careful what I do and say to her when we aren't in the house cuz I have eyes all over me, and Dave has no clue that I brought Alexa and when he dose find out he won't be happy with me.
" come on lets go in our new home" I said getting out of the car and getting the keys out.

Alexa to her time getting out and I know why she is mad at me and I don't blame her but I can't do anything to make it up to her now cuz once I tell her everything I'll be lucky if I'll even have the bed to sleep into night.

Alexa pov

"Carter are you okay" I said breaking the long silence. We had been sitting in the driveway of the new house for about 10 mins now and carter has been in really deep thought I don't even know if he realized that he is gripping the steering wheel so hard that his knuckle are turning white. I wonder what's gotten into him. He seemed fine last night and on the plan but as soon as we landed he started to act odd.

"Uhh yeah I'm fine just think about how happy I am that we are starting over" Carter mumbled back with a fake smile hoping to make me believe him. But in all honesty I don't. Half the time I don't believe what comes out of his mouth god why did I even come here?

"Oh okay me too I love you carter"

" yeah me too" he didn't even look at me when he answer. Now he is really pissing me off. First off he wouldn't even look at me getting off the plan and now he won't say I love you too or even look at me when he is talking to me.