Carter Mahone

Carter Mahone Chapter 31

Chapter 31

- regret-

____Carter's pov____

It's been a week in a half since I last talked to Alexa I don't know why I cheated on her to be honest but I don't really feel bad and that's just me. That how I am I just sleep with girls. I don't even think I really like Alexa anymore. I have been staying with Taylor for the last week and man it's been a lot of fun. I would love to keep fucking taylor trust me but something deep down is telling me that Alexa isn't safe and I don't know why but that's just how I feel. But I just don't have the balls to face her. It's not that she scares me I just can't stand seeing her cry and I have a feelings she had been doing that a lot lately and it because of me and I just can't get myself to stop sleeping with Taylor or even feel bad about it. But I can't change who I am and the person I am is heartless and I don't care about anyone but me and me only.

"Carter baby" Taylor called from the other room breaking me from my thoughts. Witch I was glad for because I hate thinking about Alexa and how she feels right now.

"What" I snap back. Lately taylor has been pissing me off she is so needy and just doesn't leave me alone.

" never mind since you in a bad mood" she shoot back then walked passed me.

" I'm leaving" I got up off the bed and walked out not saying another word. I guess it's about time I talked to Alexa.

_____Alexas pov_____

It's been a week since I found out that carter cheated on me and in that week he hasn't once come to talk to me. Not that I even want him too. In my eyes we are over. I'm honestly heart broken I can't believe he would do that to me. Just a couple weeks ago he was begging for me to stay with him and when he gets me back he goes and cheats on me like what the hell.

"Alexa I'm going to the store you need anything" Alex yelled from the other room lately Alex has been staying with me I mean don't get me wrong I love Alex as a friend but I feel like something isn't right with him being here and I can't fingue out why.

But for now I don't mind I could use to have someone around just incase carter comes back and things go down hill and with carter that could happen at any given time. He is like a time bomb that could blow up at any moment the littlest thing could set him off and he would be right back to the carter who beat and raped me and that carter scars the hell out of me.

"ALEXA" Alex yelled breaking me from my thoughts he sounded pissed.

" in here what's wrong ? You scared the fuck out of me the way you slammed the door! Is everything okay" he didn't say anything back the next thing I knew I found myself running I'm fear as he charged at me.

"Stop fucking running you fucking bitch" Alex spat at me as he reached for me arm.

" stop Alex what the hell is your problem" i yelled. To say I was confused would he a complete understatement. He was perfectly fine when he left what the hell could have happened at the store? Hell he was only gone for 20 mins.

"Alex please no don't do that" I cried as I was pushed to the ground I wanted to run so bad but he had a gun pointed at me and from the past I wouldn't dare run.

Where the hell is carter when you need him.

"Alex why are you doing this" I was so lost and confused just when I thought I had my best friend back things go from bad to worse within a matter of seconds. Why me ? Why does everything bad happen to me. Why can't I just die I would be better off.

" DONT FUCKING MOVE CARTER OR I WILL SHOT HER" Alex yelled out. Wait carter when did he get here.

"Carter please do something help me please" tears poured down my face as I begged from someone to help me. I didn't want to die. I have my whole life ahead of me.

" fuck carter I said don't move that's it" Alex turned back to me and pointed the gun to my head.

All I could think was this is it I'm going to die the saddest part is I have had this thought a lot. I have been though so much that it's sad to think that I really should be dead but some how carter is always there to save me weather I want him to be there or not. I guess what they say is true that if you really love someone you have to let them go and if it meant to be then that person will come back and I have let carter go so much and yet he always finds his way back.

" I love you so much carter please always remeber that and I want you to move on don't be sad over me please" this was it I was going to die this time I didn't want to be saved.

I took a deep breath and shut my eyes just waiting for the pain to shoot though my body.

" just do it already" I breath out keeping my eyes shut.

" please Alexa baby don't do this" I could hear carter begging me not to let this happen but my mind was already set so I just tuned him out.

Bang bang

I waited and waited to have the sharp pain shoot though my body but when it didn't I quickly opened my eyes and say the last thing I thought I would see.

" CARTER "

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