It's been a few weeks since my life took a huge turn. I lost my best friend and the love of my life on his funeral. Still today I can't believe what Diablo told me and I want to believe that he did it to push me away to try and protect me but I've been hearing that Monica took my spot in the trap so that's what stops me from wanting to go and find him.
Anyways Melissa finally moved in with me. Together we have managed to bring each other up from the misery we were put through. That was weeks ago though. Gladly, I am happy to say that these last few days have gave me hope that things will get better for us and for that we owe a lot to Daniel.
Recently he has been taking us out. He even took us on a three day trip to L.A. He knows about Raul and how he died but not the full story. I also told him that I did have a love interest which was the reason why I didn't call him before. It didn't matter to him he said that as long as he could be as close as he is with us now that nothing else matter. He still doesn't know about me being in a gang or the gang in general but there are times that I want to confess.
"Ronnie!" I hear Melissa call out.
With a loud groan I get off my bed and made my way over to the kitchen.
"What?" I ask rubbing my eyes.
"Get your lazy ass up fool. It's past the afternoon and you have shit to get done bitch," she says with a laugh.
I giggle as I stretched my arms above my head. "I've been up I was just laying down. What you cook today?"
She points at the stove, "chorizo y huevos go grab some."
I walked up to the stove with a plate but the smell of the food hit my nose and it made me run to the bathroom to throw up.
"Are you okay?" Melissa asks standing in the door of the bathroom watching me vomit.
I take a couple more seconds throwing up before finally being done. I wash my mouth and brush my teeth to only want to throw up again with the taste of toothpaste in my mouth but I hold it in.
"Oh my god," I groan tossing myself in my bed.
"I think someone else needs to take a pregnancy test," she teased.
I narrowed my eyes at her, "shut up don't even joke with that. I think it's the tacos with ate last night from that taco stand."
She nods taking her dumb joke back. "Yeah that's true."
Could I possibly be pregnant? No! my conscience screams in my head. There's no way! Diablo and I always use protection. It has to be those damn tacos. The thought of pregnancy just scared the shit out of me.
"Veronica!" Melissa snaps me out of my thoughts.
"Hm?"
She sighs, "do you want me to cook something else for you?"
I shake my head sharply, "no please don't mention any foods right now."
She chuckles heading out my room, "okay then just remember you have a package to deliver to Diablo and a date with Daniel tonight."
"Ugh, yeah, thanks mom!" I teased.
She closes the door and I let out a loud sigh.
I'm feeling like complete shit right now but I have to get dressed up to deliver a package then go over to Daniel's place to go out for dinner and then go watch the Phoenix Suns play at Talking Stick Resort Area. It's the only reason I'm getting my ass up and ready, to watch Alex Len play live! (A/N: I might do a fanfiction for him but a gangster version)
