"Veronica get your ass up!" Melissa says for the tenth time getting frustrated.
"No, Mel! Please let me die in peace!" I slur clearly tipsy.
She rolls her eyes, "you're such a pain in the ass."
"No you are!" I groan then take a sip of whiskey but suddenly she grabs it dumbing the rest on my chest.
"Melissa what the fuck!" I shriek jumping off the bed trying to take the ice out my bra.
"I'm not gonna let you rot in your fucking room while Diablo is out there fucking a shit ton of bitches having the time of his life. We're going to this kickback in the east side so you can find a new vato whether you want too or not!" she shouts at me like she's my mom.
"But I don't want anyone else," I whine and begin to cry.
It's almost been a week since Diablo and I officially broke up and since that happened I've been in my room getting wasted. The time we spent apart in the past was because of other people keeping us apart and not necessarily because we didn't love each other. Now I can't go beg him to come back to me because he doesn't love me, he had to question himself if he loved me at all and that's what hurts me the fucking most. I love him, I always will. He's the love of my life what can I say.
I hate how everyone is telling me to move on and to let go but letting Lorenzo go will not be easy.
"Look Ronnie, I of all people know how it feels to lose someone you love and it's not going to be easy especially for you because your going to see Diablo around with a different female but you gotta be strong okay? Let karma fuck him up B," she grins.
That made a smile appear on my face. I guess she's right.
"Alright fine, I'll go with you guys," I say finally.
"Yes! I promise you won't regret it. We're leaving in an hour so get your ass in the shower 'cause bitch you stink," she teases or so I thought.
She leaves my room and I head to shower.
About two hours later I went downstairs so we could leave. I see Melissa, Gustavo, Clumsy, and Geo sitting down in the couch waiting on me.
"Damn bitch," Melissa says sarcastically as she looks at me up and down. "I was about to cus your ass out for taking forever but you look hella good girl. You're definitely going to pull some guys."
[Veronica's outfit above]
I roll my eyes, "let's go before I change my mind."
Soon after we made it to one of Odin's friends house where he's throwing a fourth of July party. I was told he only invited a couple homies nothing too crazy which is good. I'm not in the mood for partying to be honest.
"Change your face. It looks like your smelling shit," Geo mumbles as we walked towards the house.
I sarcastically smile at him for a split second then glare.
Melissa knocks on the front door only once before it opened. Angel peeks out with a huge grin on her face.
"Hey guys come on in. Everyone is in the back," she says.
The guys go in first, one by one greeting her.
She squeals whenever she sees me and immediately takes me into a hug.
"It's been forever homegirl, how you been?" she aks.
"I'm doing alright how about you? How's Ben and Odin doing?"
She smiles closing the door once we were in. "We've been doing pretty good too-"
"Where's Trigger?" Melissa cuts her off at mid sentence.
