Secretly in Love with a Gangster

Prologue

This life of mine is very complicated.

There are times where I used to smile even though I'm in so much pain.

Every day, I'm trying to be my very best just to be perfect and suited for him but I think, these things were not enough.

 

But there is someone who is willing to accept me, willing to love me and willing to sacrifice everything.

"I've always been hurt by the one I love, always been loved by the person I don't love but though I tried to choose the person who loves me..STILL my heart belongs to the person who BREAKS and HURTS my heart."

"If loving you, lhyne, is wrong, I don't wanna be right. If being right means living without you,

I wanna be wrong for the rest of my life. "

                   

I tried to love this someone. I try to give his love back but I simply can't.

The one I love, He's still here. He still occupies my heart.

I trusted him again and again but he keeps on hurting me. I'm scared to love him again especially right now, I know that he loves somebody.

"...I know that I can't compete."