Apollo's Moon

Chapter 30

Warning: this will be a depressing and sensitive chapter, if you're not into those kindly exit :--))

But of course if you still desire to continue go ahead, but you've been warned.. enjoy!

Total words: 4,179
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Third Person's P.O.V

As soon as Camilla left the room, Eunice is slowly going out of her sanity. Her guilt is slowly devouring her.

When Eunice first met Camilla, the girl had been nothing but kind to her, and quite honestly she really did come to like the girl.

But now it's too late to go back, what's done is done. Hindi na pwede pang bawiin iyon, kahit anong gawin nya pang pagsisisi hindi na nito maibabalik pa ang lahat sa dati.

Remembering her little encounters with the sweet Camilla, the girl had been shy at first, pero kapag nakilala mo na talaga sya magugustuhan mo sya ng tuluyan, she is smart, strong, genuine, brave and most exceptionally... kind.

She looked out her window in anxiousness... she just made the biggest mistake in her life.

She made a deal with the devil... it was indeed too good to be true, she was fooled by their flowery words, they hit her weakness. Ngayon hindi nya alam ang gagawin nya.

She believed that this was all her father's fault...kung sanang binigyan sya ng sapat na gabay, pagmamahal at aruga edi sana hindi sya nagtanim ng galit sa kaloob-looban ng kanyang puso.

She never felt loved by her father... she was always the outcast. She actually dreamt of being the Alpha Female, but her father didn't agree instead he insisted that Apollo must be the next Alpha. Saying that she's just a girl and she's not fit to rule a pack, she was beyond hurt. Hindi lang iyon, ginawa na nya yata ang lahat para lang mapahanga ang tatay nya, para mapatunayang worth it sya na maging isang Alpha. Ngunit wala parin, palagi nyang pinagkukumpara ang mga achievements ni Apollo kaysa sa kanya, saying that he's much better than her.

Through the years she became cold, natutunan nyang magtanim ng galit sa puso nya. Her heart grew dark. She can't watch her brother getting all the love, praises and respect. She felt a bitter pang in her chest. 'That should have been me' she said to herself. While she on the other hand will suffer a miserable unhappy life, get married, have pups then become completely useless.

Hanggang sa dumating sa puntong ipagkalulo nya ang mga kalahi nya.

She regretted all of it, she realized so many things for the past few days. Pero hindi na nya pwedeng bawiin pa ang ginawa nya. Alam nya sa sarili nyang hindi magtatagal ay malalaman din nila ang katotohanan.. soon the truth will prevail at wala syang magagawa para mapigilan ito. Sigurado ay kakamuhian sya ng lahat, maging ang pamilya at kaibigan nya.

She cried silently.

◇Flashback◆

"Eunice have some respect!  I'm still your Alpha!'  She rolled her eyes at her father, wala itong ginawa kundi pumuna sa lahat ng ginagawa nya. Palagi nalang sya ang mali at si Apollo ang palaging tama.

Naghihimutok ng ganito ang ama nya dahil bagsak ang grado nya sa klase, she stopped trying, ayaw na nyang magpa-kitang gilas sa ama nya dahil wala naman itong pakialam sa kanya.

"Nakakahiya ka! You put shame upon my name! Huwag ka nang magtatakha kung bakit hindi ikaw ang pinili kong maging Alpha!" That seemed to snap something inside of her, for so long she dreamt to have that tittle. Pero ipinagkait iyon ng ama nya.

"Nakakahiya? Mas nakakahiya ka! Isinilang lang ba ako ni mama para saktan mo? Anak mo rin naman ako ah dad! Ginawa ko na ang lahat para mahalin mo ako! Pero wala, lahat ng ginagawa ko para sayo mali! Dapat kasi hindi ka nalang nambabae noong wala ang mate mo edi sana hindi ako nabuo at edi sana hindi ako naghihirap ngayon!"  She all let it out, droplets of tears came out of her eyelids.