Anxiety vs normal

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"Bre!!!" I hear someone scream as I'm waiting for my aunt and uncle to pick me up from the airport
"Big k!!" I run to my uncle Kaiden giving him a huge hug. Next I hug my aunt. "Where's Alex?" Alex is my cousin who is a year younger than me making him 16.
"Sorry he was cleaning the house you'll see him in a minute " amy tells me I just nod and follow her to her car
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"Welcome my favorite cousin who will now be living with me since she can't keep it on her pants" is the first thing I hear when I step out of the car
"Actually I can I just decided to "ruin my mothers non existent reputation"" I hug the idiot
"Damn. You so short" he laughs taking my bags inside
"You'll be in your old room" Kaiden tells me. I used to come every summer so I basically lived here before.
"Oh and we have new neighbors" Amy says running inside. I follow.
"Hey you wanna go to the basketball court with me? I'm gonna meet up with some friends. There is a skate park next to it" Alex asks grabbing two skateboards
"Sure let me change." He nods and I quickly run and put a pair on leggings and long shirt on with converse.
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"So those are my friends. If you want I can introduce you." Alex asks walking backwards.
"No I'm good I'm gonna talk to that girl right there" I point to a girl sitting by herself at a picnic table.
"Oh that's Selena. She's the nerd of our school so be careful if you want a reputation" he laughs. I frown in disappointed at my younger cousin
"That's mean now you sound like my mom" I glare at him "I don't care about a stupid reputation getting good grades doesn't mean anything neither does being a nice person so shut that big mouth before your ego takes anymore control" I push past him towards the pretty girl (get it. Ok no..)
"Hi I'm bre Alex's cousin" I smile sitting in front of her.
"I'm Selena Max's sister" she says pointing to a very cute boy looking at us
"Your very pretty" I say. She smiles
"Thank you. But your way prettier. I mean your stunning"
"We both are" I smile
"Whatcha reading?" I ask referring to her book
"Gone, it's a story kinda like the sparticle. All people above 15 disappear. It's actually good" she smiles
"Oh I've read that it's amazing you should read 13 reasons why next" I love books everybody thinks I'm not good at things like school because of how I look but I love reading.
"Oh I've heard so much about that one. I will next." She smiles but it fades when a group of girls start making there way towards us.
"Oh look nerd bird found a friend" the blonde one that looks like a Barbie states
"Excuse me?" I ask
"Oh you don't know me? I'm the queen of the school. What grade are you in leprechaun?" I scoff
"Once again I ask excuse me? Because you little Barbie have absolutely no right to come here and speak to me nor Selena that way! Now I am in 11th grade but I am most likely older than you. If I were you I'd take a step back." I state standing up.
"Andrea. Hi yea this is my cousin bre and yeah umm.. I'd really take a step back if I were you" Alex says nervously chuckling at the end.
"Why would I do that?" She smirks. I loose it and pounce on her only to be held back by my cousin
"Bre calm down you remember what happened last time"
"Yea I beat the bitchs head in now let me do it to this wanna be." I scream trying to release myself
"Stop do you wanna go back to your mom who reminds you of everything you've ever done wrong?" He struggles holding me
"Fine but trust me if you ever say anything or even look at Selena or me I swear to the lord Jesus that I will chop your head off" with that I grab my skateboard a skate away
What a great first impression...