Anxiety vs normal

14

Have you ever had those days that you felt if you didn't get out of bed then everything would be alright because that's you safe space no body could invade? Yeah that was me...until Alex decided to!
"Go away" I mumble pulling the covers over me
"No. Bre today's the day face it." He huffs dragging the covers away from me once again
"I don't want to face it. Your the only one that really knows what happened so you know why."
"I know, but mom and dad don't. They think you two just had some kind of fall out before he left. You have to get up and put a smile on your face unless you want to tell them the truth and let dad beat his ass. Besides we don't even know if he's coming or not. We know his parents are." Then he walks out leaving me alone to my thoughts.
I love Bella and john. What I don't know is how they created such a devil. Me and mikey were best friends after we had met at playlist. Turns out he lived next to my cousin who I visited every summer, that is until three years ago. Three years ago he left, a week later a bad accident happened in my family causing me to change. He changed me then the accident made it worse. I never came back. I didn't think I could. I needed to try and live  my life.
I couldn't do that with him always on my mind. I always had nightmares about him, then after about a month full of those my mind would usually turn to the accident and give me those nightmares. They were always worse.
I groan and get out of bed after changing into a pair of jean shorts and a white V-neck I walk down the stairs to see Alex, Selena,max, and Joey. I looked confused thinking that this was just gonna be us.
"I invited them to help break the tension if there is any." Alex sighs and hugs me.
"Get off of me, I don't hug monkeys" I smirk as he just pulls me back towards him and wipes his shirt all over my face
"Monkey sweat" he smirks and sits next to Selena on the couch. I raise an eyebrow remembering the bet.
"Hey bre I made brownies your favorite" Amy smiles as she hands me a plate of brownies and heads towards the kitchen again
"Why are we supposed to break the tension. There isn't any" Joey asks eyeing me as I eat
"Well, remember when I told you we had people coming to stay with us?" Alex ask as everyone but me nods. I just focus on the food  glaring at him.
"Let's just say bre and their son have history"he sighs looking away from my glare
"Like you dated?" Joey narrows his eyes at me
"I wouldn't call it that" I shrug I finish eating and walk towards the kitchen.
"I want soda got any?" I ask Kaiden
"Have mine" he sighs handing his can to me.
As I'm drinking the door bell rings and smiles spread across their faces as I stand frozen.
"Come on we got guest" Amy cheer and opens the door. In come John and Bella but no mikey, hopefully he won't come.
"Bre!" Bella cheers and hugs me "oh my you've grown so much."
"Yes she has now let me hug her" John playfully glares then pulls me into a hug. It's good seeing them so happy.
"I'm glad your here . Mikey drove his car so he should be here soon" john smiles as he let go. My smile disappeared as my heart sank. I thought I got away.
As they meet everyone else there was a knock at the door and seeing as I'm right next to it Everyone looks at me expectedly. I sigh and slowly open it. My heart drops more as I see his brown eyes staring back to mine.
"Bre?" Mikey mumbles as he steps toward me as if I'm not real. I step back and shake my head.
"Hi mikey" I mumble as I turn and walk towards the couch. I sit next to Joey and sigh.
"Something bad must have happened" he mumbles. I eyes him as a small smile spreads on my face.
"Your always good at reading people"
"It's like a gift to me baby. You can't keep anything from me" he narrows his eyes as I look away my smile going back to a frown.
"Okay. Now that everyone's here it's time for lunch!" Amy says excitedly as she basically skips into the dining  room.  I'm the last one to get in there , and I wish I wasn't.
The only seat left was between mikey and joey. I frown and sit between them.
This is going to be one hell of a lunch.