As soon as the song ended I felt everyones on my but mine were on Alex's. He knew what it meant. I had told him everything. He knew every memory and what that exact one meant.
"Wow Bee that was amazing." Amy grinned hugging me. Soon afyer everyone else did exept the three boys who were staying at me. On intensely as if trying to see through my soul, one in confusion thinking I've changed, and one knowingly and lovingly watching me pick up my broken heart by myself.
Alex stood and gave me a look that says 'follow me' so I did. We went to the porch.
"You finally did it" he muttered looking at me in awe
"I'm trying to let go. I cant forget but I can try to forgive myself." I mumbled and fiddled with the ring that hubg around my neck. I never wore it, I always kept it locked away but today I needed to. To let go. Or try to.
"I think its time. He's ready Bre. Sammy wants you to move on." Alex sighed and hugged. I didnt break I wouldn't. I couldn't.
"Yea. I'll do it for him" was all I said before we went inside only to have everyone's eyes on me.
"Thank you guys for the compliments but its dinner time and I'm hungry so let's eat" I yelled running to my seat in the kitchen.
I'm letting go. Its the right thing to do.
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Anxiety vs normal
FanfictionAnxiety- feelings of worry, anxiety, or fear that are strong enough to interfere with one's daily activities Examples of anxiety disorders includ e panic attacks, obsessive -compulsive disorder, and post-traumatic stress disorder. Normal- conforming...
