Anxiety vs normal

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I wake up sobbing again at 3 in the morning. Way to go bre. I groan and use the bathroom then start studying like normal.
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3 hours later a tired looking Alex comes into my room and lays on my bed.
"You wanna go to breakfast with me and some friends" he smiles
"Sure let me change" I yawn.
"Here, I got these for you" he smiles handing me a coffee and chocolate bar.
"Thanks I'll be down in a minute" as he leaves I jump out of bed and grab a light pink hoodie and some black jeans. After changing I walk down stairs and see Joey and Alex talking. Alex smiles at me but I can tell he's hiding something.
"I'm gonna take my car o have to go to the gym after and do something." I mumble drinking my coffee as I grab my keys
"Ok, joeys gonna ride with you I have to pick a couple people up. Is that okay?" He cautiously asks. I look from him and Joey drinking my coffee then shrug walking to my car.
The drive there was mostly quiet but we get there before everyone else and wait in the car. I had already finished my drink so I have nothing to occupy my hands with which really bothers me.
"Bre, I can I ask you something?" Joey mumbles looking at me
"Umm sure"
"Why do you always scream at night?" He try's looking in my eyes but I avoid it at all costs.
"I, umm I have insomnia" I mumble then relic washes over me as I see Alex's car pull in.
"What do you dream about?" Joey ask but I just look away.
"They're here we should go eat I'm so hungry." I smile getting out
"Hey you ok" Alex asks but I shrug and put a grin on
"I'm fine. Let eat" he knows it's fake but doesn't say anything as he glances at Joey.
"Wait bre, we umm me , mom and dad need to talk to you tonight just us is that okay" he asks nervously
"Umm yea what's wrong"
"Not now"he mumbles walking in.