..Close? (preciousmetalshipping)

LuLu LUuUuUnCH (Ch. 9)

"Ask me something?.. sure"
I said and tried to hide my stress.

Silver holding my hand was the best thing that could've happened this week, and it still somehow managed to make me upset.

Maybe because he doesn't really love me, and just did it to-

He sat next to me.
"Do you want to have lunch at my home?"

I stuttered.
"Uh-uhm sure"

"Good. Follow me"

I followed him to his house and sat down on his couch there.
"Is this where we're eating?"

"I guess. Do you like me?"

"I-I, uh.." I looked into his eyes.
He looks so... worried all of a sudden..

"I shouldn't have asked you to come with me, sorry."

"What?" I asked. "Why?"

"I know you like me, and now i'm stimulating it. I'm sorry. You should stay away from a guy like me" he said, sitting down next to me.

I felt myself flush red but tried to stay serious.
"I don't wanna stay away from you. What's wrong with you?"

"There's a lot wrong with me, but don't worry, I can handle it."

I placed my hand on his.
"Okay, I trust you"

He bit his pale lips, looking down as if he was hesitating.
"Why?"

I scooted closer to him, lightly leaning against him.
"Because I like you.. no.. love you"

He slightly moved away from me, but I could hear his heart beat really fast.

"You shouldn't"

I looked at his hand which grabbed mine when he moved away from me. But decided to act as if I didn't notice.

"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable"

"You didn't, it's just, nobody ever told me they loved me"

"Why?"

Suddenly he pulled his hand away And scoffed:
"Gold, you exactly know who my father is"
as if all of his problems were explained by that single sentence.

"Okay, i'm sorry. What do you think about eating something?"

He nodded. "Yeah, I guess that's the best thing to do"

He got up and cooked some eggs for us both and we sat down on the couch again because of the lack of a table.

"Did you.. did you mean it when you said you loved me?"

I smiled and nod.
"I'm crazy about you"

"You shouldn't, i'm worthless"

I looked at how gently he moved while eating, and could feel the tension going up.
"You're not. You're adorable."

I could see a blush form on his face.
"Shhh-.. shut up brat"

I leaned a little into his direction.
"But I don't wanna shut up.. make me"

A shy chuckle escaped his lips, and he quietly but confidently said
"Not right now, pretty boy. If I'm going to do it, it's going to be special."

He looked like he wanted to beat himself after saying that, but I decided to stimulate, just to make sure he knew I wasn't uncomfortable

"So you're going to leave me? Desperate for your attention?"

"Hmm"

He tried his best to hide it, but I could still see the way his face turned crimson.

I looked at my empty dish and still couldn't get my smirk off my face
"It was delicious"

He nod in an attempt to keep his face hidden and started to do the dishes.

He's really too adorable..

"I-I.. I think you should lea-"
He said, but I already stood next to him and was rudely interrupting.

"No, it's okay. I won't make you uncomfortable, i'll just wait for your decision"

He hesitated but nod thankfully.
"Just don't be annoying"

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